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Goodbye everyone. I'm sure I'll miss some good times.

(Out for lunch: will be back 09/06/05)

I must admit, I feel quite strange right now. This saturday I leave for my trip to Denmark, and I am terrified, and yet excited at the same time. I am going to learn so much danish, and yet I am scared to try. This is the farhest I'll have ever been from anywhere I could slightly call home, and this time, I won't even...
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Bwah! Why do I start all journal entries like this!

Anyways, I went to the renaissance festival down past castle rock (fuck if i can remember the name of that podunk little asscrack town). This is my third time going, and honestly, it gets less and less exciting each time. I walk around and see shit that looks cool, and look at the price tag,...
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Blah blah blah.

So I had fun at my civil war event, although it was not the most comfortable sleeping quarters (a canvas ground cover and a wool blanket over the top. yes, that's all)

Anyways, I saw land of the dead again today, pretty damn good movie. Then just hung out with friends. It was pretty fun, although it was mostly me and derek...
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Crazy fucking colorado.

Fortunatley, in only a matter of about 3 weeks, I'll be heading to denmark. I'm fanatically excited about this trip, as it will be my first visit to denmark, and my first time being more than a tourist in another country. I'm going to learn a shit ton of danish (i hope...) as I plan on speaking as much as possible. Hell,...
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So I'll be heading out of town for the week, travelling down to conifer for Rakis, a big amtgard event.

Should be fun. I hope.

and yes, I am a big nerd.

I hate it here in Colorado. I'm sorry, but I do. I really enjoy my friends, but I just can't stand being in Colorado again. I just feel wrong here. I didn't really belong in Seattle either, but I was beginning to really grow into it. Now I'm stuck with this feeling of just being out of place.

With such short amount of time being...
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I've been slacking on my journal writing. So, I decided I might as well write another one.

So what's going on with me? Trying to figure out what the fuck to do over the summer. I think I might end up being in Colorado for about half the summer, and that will involve finding a shitty temp job like I did last summer.

My friend...
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Currently in the process of looking for apartments to move into after I've escaped from the dorms. Not too thrilling, and it doesn't help that my potential roomate is currently in Prague for schooling.

I don't want to have to go back to colorado for the summer. That would suck bleeding ass. I hate colorado.

So birthday was uneventful. Talked to my madre on the telefone and all is well in colorado. Nothing too thrilling went on other than that, just the same old day. I was going to go to the park, but changed my mind when it started getting dark. I'll go tommorow and do some reading in the nice sunlight if there is any.

Anyways. Robots. Fin.

It's my birthday today. I'm 19. I have no one to celebrate it with.

Well, my ma is coming into town next week to visit so I guess she counts. It's just weird. I should be happy and excited, but it's meaningless.

I feel like I'm starting to sleep again. I'm just not happy at all. Blah. I hate crappy "i feel depressed" sort of...
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