redhotfuss

back to the porn shop, so i sit here and just be bored.
i have started gong to the gym again and i hope to clear the 200 pound mark, soon, i have been over 200 pounds for s long now, i am going to put some pics of a skinny younger me on here, why? i dunno, but i am gonna, i suppose i will have to get them first. i am not fat but i can definitely afford to lose 20 pounds, i bet i will feel better.and i bet i wll be able to ride my bmx as good as i used to.
i see s many cute girls on here and just, what do i do, do i send them a message, it seems so lame to say, you are cute, i am 29 and all i can think of is "you are cute" there is always more than that, but i guess it is a start. the goddamn keyboard is always sticky here and it is sort of gross, like why is it sticky?i put a new pic up, but when i resize the ones i have there are so small, why why why? i will just have to take smaller ones i suppose, dammit. i look fat in some of the pics i have to resize but i don't care, no one really looks here anyways, but i take comfort n telling myself that someone looks at it everyday, maybe i should at least write everyday for you.
i miss a girl in Edmonton very much, but it just was never meant to be...
i am just mumbling on the keyboard now....bye