after working at a desk tethered to a phone and stuck with computer work all day for nearly 4 years, retail is sort of like playing with other people's toys.
my life suddenly became a swirling whirlwind of surreal. i haven't slept in my own bed since sunday night, and my home time since then has been... a grand total of about 4 waking hours. thank the gods i have a roommate who, however grudgingly, will occasionally feed my cats.
background info: i started belly dance classes last november. right now, i'm on my 3rd and 4th classes, and totally addicted. nothing legal to do in public has ever been this fun.
last night, i had plans to meet a friend out at a mediterranean restaurant after work. i got there, and much to my surprise, there was the dance troupe from my studio, performing!... Read More
Trying something new and finding out you're great at it is always a pleasant surprise. It's one of those reasons why I keep trying new things. One never can tell what one will excel at. Keep it up! And heck, if it wasn't you who got me the free 3 months here, then, I have no idea who it could be. Nobody else I remember is even left on the site. You'd figure if it was SG themselves they'd just say so, and cut out all the theatrics. Ahh well. At any rate, I'm glad to see you're happy and doing well. Shake that belly!!
Damn...February...wow. What a wait! I took in two stray kitties outside work today...it is only temporary til I can take them to a local no kill shelter probably tomorrow. THey are friendly and cute though...but I already have 4 kitties myself and 3 dogs so they won't be staying!!!
i've had a week of big giant WTF-ery. really. a week.
it started when nostalgia landed in my myspace inbox... it's in my last post.
then i got a message from a coworker who "had so much to say" but due to our primary communication being work email, he chose instead to send me the first 12 lines of Rush's Anagram (for M.O.N.G.O.). here they... Read More
Chin up hon...I hate when something pops up and sparks those old feelings and blasts from the past with all the details we try and put behind us...a reminder of our past is sure to always come up somewhere...
I just typed out an enormous email to a friend outlining my past years and why probably can't or don't deserve someone good for me in life...strange days. I called off work wednesday...just couldn't go in and face the shite. Worked at home first and then took dogs for walk, went for long car ride to look at the colors and then hiked at SB Elliot park just to get out and away. I am down real bad this week...tearful at random even and I dion't really know why. Things have changed for me in many ways....just can't get a handle on them. I work tomorrow but will be dreading it. I am finally off a string of days and can't wait...I really just sort of need a hug but there isn't any around here...haha.
I have only emails to read...no other myspace or any of that jazz...i wish I could find one site...one nature, outdoorsy, hiking related maybe site to post pictures to and upload all my fun on there....i sort of use SG as myspace.
too much jumping from topic to topic for me today...sorry dear. so what's next for you? HOpefully only good smiles and thoughts and good times, You are a very sweet gal that deserves them!
ya, i don't think it's worth it. i remember when you went thru a lot of this, and honestly, maybe i'm not too forgiving, but if it happens once, it can happen again, and people who are able to throw away a friendship, with someone they claim to love, are way to unstable for me to allow in my life anymore. i'm too old to put up with people who create highschool drama *hugs* missed you by the way