this week i have been a ball of so many different emotions. i truly have faith in him that things can and will change and that things will get better between us. every time i give him another chance though i loose a little bit of who i am. i become less and less of the person i thought i was and also farther and...
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happy new years everyone! my plans for new years include painting my bedroom and possibly my bathroom as well. our landlord told me that whatever paint i buy he will re-imburse me as soon as i give him a receipt. sweeeeet! and what better time to do it than when i have three days off in a row. i've never really been a big fan...
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mikeleroux:
happy new year.
kokeshi:
i wish my landlord was that awesome an not a fucking asshole 
happy holidays to everyone! today is my last day of work and then i'm off for three days! woot woot!
tonight justin and i are going to my parents place and going to a christmas concert. tomorrow is christmas brunch at my parents and then on christmas eve we are driving to justins parents place.
i'm not exactly looking forward to spending christmas day at...
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tonight justin and i are going to my parents place and going to a christmas concert. tomorrow is christmas brunch at my parents and then on christmas eve we are driving to justins parents place.
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schuldig:
Have a Merry Christmas!
radiofrank:
Merry (belated) Christmas and Happy New Year!
i feel sick to my stomach when he's gone. it makes it worse knowing that he enjoys being awy from me. i wish i wasn't so fucking dependent on him. i wish i could stand alone, be my own person, not defined by who i'm with.
i wish i wasn't who i am. i wish i could change. i wish i didn't feel this way....
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i wish i wasn't who i am. i wish i could change. i wish i didn't feel this way....
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radiofrank:
*hugs*
Feel better soon, dear. Happy Holidays!
Feel better soon, dear. Happy Holidays!
drphil:
*hug-a-roni* turn that frown upside down (haha abit corny oh well)
Happy f'n Holidays!!! Wooo!!!
Happy f'n Holidays!!! Wooo!!!
i don't know what to do about work right now. my manager is doing things that i know are against the companies policies, and some of them are even against the laws of the ontario board of opticians. if i say anything he'll know it was me. on the other hand i'm not sure if i should say something because he's been working for the...
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martini:
i hope your ankle gets better soon babe!
xo
xo
rin:
crazy!! i work on granville island!
i'm still alive.....not much to report other then sg renewed my membership automatically even after they told me that it was going to be cancelled and they needed billing information. they put it on my credit card that i originally used. fuckers. i can'/t afford it.
hmm...what else. my computer is broken and i don't know how to fix it because justin gave my windows...
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hmm...what else. my computer is broken and i don't know how to fix it because justin gave my windows...
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lycoris:
Can we have a dress up and make up day??
radiofrank:
*hugs*
Once the December insanity has come to an end, I should get out for a visit. 'Tis been far too long.
Once the December insanity has come to an end, I should get out for a visit. 'Tis been far too long.
looks like i won't be going to karaoke tomorrow night. cause i'm going to be in VANCOUVER! suckers!
gotta go to the airport my flight is in a couple of hours,.
gotta go to the airport my flight is in a couple of hours,.
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drphil:
Damn you and your voyage to the west coast! haha
geekygoo:
I hope your trip is great!!
hmm...lets see...waht news do i have to report?
this week has been rather eventful.
just came home from florida on sunday. we had amazing sex for the past few days both because we hadn't seen each other for a week before hand and also because he was only home for 4 days before he had to leave again.
sunday we went to the snowbaord swap...
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this week has been rather eventful.
just came home from florida on sunday. we had amazing sex for the past few days both because we hadn't seen each other for a week before hand and also because he was only home for 4 days before he had to leave again.
sunday we went to the snowbaord swap...
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ta2dmom:
Wow! You really did do a lot this week . I can't wait to see the new hair. I'm toying with the idea of cutting all of mine off. 
Enjoy the rest of your week.
xoxo
. I can't wait to see the new hair. I'm toying with the idea of cutting all of mine off.
Enjoy the rest of your week.
xoxo
radiofrank:
Busy, busy, busy...
man this is killing me. i'm only on day 3 of working 10 days straight and i already can't take much more.
i had monday off for a doctors appointment to see a specialist about my dizziness and headaches that i've had for the past couple of months and it wasn't very conclusive. they discovered that i have significant hearing loss in my right ear...
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i had monday off for a doctors appointment to see a specialist about my dizziness and headaches that i've had for the past couple of months and it wasn't very conclusive. they discovered that i have significant hearing loss in my right ear...
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lycoris:
The little one's bedtime is 7pm, so if you'd like to meet her, you should be here before that. I guess it's dinner instead of tea?
drphil:
when you feel like falling is it always to the same side? like you feel you always tend to stumble to only one side?
I would come an visit but my poor car won't make it between cities
hopefully i'll be getting a brand new car next year in spring
I would come an visit but my poor car won't make it between cities
hopefully i'll be getting a brand new car next year in spring it's been way too long since i've had two days off in a row. it's definitly nice knowing that i don't have to go to work tomorrow.
last night Lucy and i had some people over to our place for a little bit of a halloween party. it was nice and small and quaint. lots of candy was eaten, alcohol was drank, ganja was smoked,...
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last night Lucy and i had some people over to our place for a little bit of a halloween party. it was nice and small and quaint. lots of candy was eaten, alcohol was drank, ganja was smoked,...
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ta2dmom:
I'm glad you had a good party. And anytime you feel like baking, I'd love to help you taste test lol. The drive might be a bit excessive But if it's good, it might be worth it
Have a good Halloween.
xoxo
But if it's good, it might be worth it
Have a good Halloween.
xoxo
voile:
i miss you SO MUCH!
And, second chances are only worth it if the person you're extending them too really makes the effort to make things better. (((((hugs)))))
xoxo
ps, I love the video you taped of Lucy spaz dancing! "She's not wearing a bra!"
You need to put yourself, and what you need in life first and focus on that...
If something is draining you that much, to the point where you're losing sight of what you want and need....You need to evaluate if that something is worth that.
<3