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so my long weekend kinda sucked. who am i kidding? it REALLY sucked. it started out with justin leaving to go to new york to visit his sister, leaving me all alone to attend my aunts funeral on saturday. i haven't cried so much in a long time. she was an amazing woman. i didn't know her very well but she was really really great.

i got drunk with my step sister afterwards and then passed out at her house, but not before i drunk-a-dialed justin in new york at 12:30 and found out he was pissed off at me for some stupid thing his pathological liar of a younger sister told his whole family. she's 15 and she told everyone that i for some reason or other was giving her sex advice and teaching blow job techniques while talking to her on msn or some stupid shit like that. anyways....apparently this is the reason that pretty much his entire family hates me. she obviously pulled this lie out of her ass because i don't even have his younger sister on my msn. pffft. anyways....i hung up on him and cried myself to sleep and my step sister sent me home in a cab at around 6 in the morning.

i went into work at 10 with one of the worst hang overs i've ever had, not to mention my nerves were shot because justin was mad at me for something i didn't do, and i had just dealt with a funeral the day before and was really stressed out from that still.

i broke down and cried at work around noon right when it started to get busy with the lunch rush so my boss very reluctently sent me home. i'm glad she was so understanding and didn't just fire me right then and there. i slept all day until the simpsons...talked to justin for an hour or so and cleared things up sorta, then fell back asleep.

work monday.....boring....got sent home early again because it wasn't busy so i didn't make anything in tips. booo.....at least i got paid but seriously i hardly even make pocket money at this job. i need something that will give me more hours.

i'm starting working at the bar that my step sister manages but it's going to be only about 15-20 hours a week which sucks. i dont' want to have to juggle two jobs so that i can can still be working only part time hours.

ya...life has pretty much sucked for the past week or so.

things are looking up though. at least i'm enjoying summer school. thats one positive thing. and justin and i have a mini vacation planned for next week on thursday and friday, so that's something to look forward too. and also the gala is this weekend. i'm actually just heading out now to get my hair cut. and then the only remaining thing is to get shoes! anyone know where i can get black ballet style flats?