sorry about being MIA lately....
i haven't been around the computer much and i haven't been in the mood to socialize either really but i've been feeling much better this week. it's amazing what a little pill can do for you.
i started summer school this week. i'm taking netherlandish painting in the first half of the summer and art and politics in italy in the second half. i'm really looking forward to it...i need to get good marks so hopefully my medication will help me to concentrate more.
it's weird getting used to this feeling. i mean i've been generally happy this week, i've been less irritable, i've been finding enjoyment in things again, i've been wanting to actually get out of bed, i've been able to talk to people, i haven't had feelings of guilt, i have only cried once in the past week as opposed to when i was crying 2-3 times daily. those aren't the things that are hard to get used too. all in all i think being on anti-depressants is the right thing for me for now, it's just really weird getting used to feeling this way because i know it's chemically induced....sorta. therapy is really helpful as well too though.
unfortunately i've had some bad side effects. i'm never hungry and i'm soooooo tired.
OOWOOooOoo...my honey just got home...time to go snuggle and then make dinner.
i haven't been around the computer much and i haven't been in the mood to socialize either really but i've been feeling much better this week. it's amazing what a little pill can do for you.
i started summer school this week. i'm taking netherlandish painting in the first half of the summer and art and politics in italy in the second half. i'm really looking forward to it...i need to get good marks so hopefully my medication will help me to concentrate more.
it's weird getting used to this feeling. i mean i've been generally happy this week, i've been less irritable, i've been finding enjoyment in things again, i've been wanting to actually get out of bed, i've been able to talk to people, i haven't had feelings of guilt, i have only cried once in the past week as opposed to when i was crying 2-3 times daily. those aren't the things that are hard to get used too. all in all i think being on anti-depressants is the right thing for me for now, it's just really weird getting used to feeling this way because i know it's chemically induced....sorta. therapy is really helpful as well too though.
unfortunately i've had some bad side effects. i'm never hungry and i'm soooooo tired.
OOWOOooOoo...my honey just got home...time to go snuggle and then make dinner.
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elana:
Oh happy pills. Being medicated really helped me. now I can't afford it hahahaha funny how that works huh. I'll see you Saturday hun. We can hug and cry together in the corner 
mrbl0nde:
Drugs are bad! 