so....i got fired today.
i've never been fired before. it sucks. even though i wasn't enjoying my job i didn't think that i would be fired. they gave me some bullshit reason that they needed someone who would expand more. wtf? every time i asked to have more responsibilities and more things to do i ws told that i was hired to answer the phone...
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i've never been fired before. it sucks. even though i wasn't enjoying my job i didn't think that i would be fired. they gave me some bullshit reason that they needed someone who would expand more. wtf? every time i asked to have more responsibilities and more things to do i ws told that i was hired to answer the phone...
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sorry to worry all those who responded to my last journal. i'm doing wonderfully. thank you for your concern. i've just been extremely moody lately.
and sore....justin and i went snowboarding at blue mountain this weekend. we both got snowboards in teh summer on e-bay because we have been wanting to go snowboarding together so we finally did it. and it was only $39 for...
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and sore....justin and i went snowboarding at blue mountain this weekend. we both got snowboards in teh summer on e-bay because we have been wanting to go snowboarding together so we finally did it. and it was only $39 for...
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radiofrank:
Everything isn't quite coming up radiofrank, but I appreciate the sentiment. Ha. 
I will be in touch with you soon.
I will be in touch with you soon.
brightredscream:
So much luck with the job hunt <3
I'm thinking of looking into temp agencies as well.
I'm thinking of looking into temp agencies as well.
i'm tired of pretending....
i feel sick to my stomach...
i need help...
i feel sick to my stomach...
i need help...
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martini:
you okay girly?? 
xo
xo
voile:
message me if you need to talk... I'm around today
im going to new york tomorrow! we're leaving really early in the morning
justin was offered the job in fairfield new jersey so we're going to new jersey tomorrow so that i can get a feel for the palce before he accepts the job. we're going to go to manhatten since i have never been there before and see time square and the guggenheim and...
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justin was offered the job in fairfield new jersey so we're going to new jersey tomorrow so that i can get a feel for the palce before he accepts the job. we're going to go to manhatten since i have never been there before and see time square and the guggenheim and...
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derceto:
got the message from her, so you're all set. welcome to the group 
tekky:
i was hoping i didn't have MUCH competition...heh. :/
i have a job interview today at 4! wish me luck!
then i have a dinner date with the best roommate in the world lucy. we're going out for sushi. go give her some love. she deserves it.
today was supposed to be my one day this week with justin but...he got a call this morning while we were snuggling in bed to work...
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then i have a dinner date with the best roommate in the world lucy. we're going out for sushi. go give her some love. she deserves it.
today was supposed to be my one day this week with justin but...he got a call this morning while we were snuggling in bed to work...
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brightredscream:
I hope the interview went well!
Justin better make that up to you <3
Justin better make that up to you <3
radiofrank:
Good luck with the interview!
I'm sure that Justin will make it up to you. Lord knows that there will be hell to pay otherwise, right?
I'm sure that Justin will make it up to you. Lord knows that there will be hell to pay otherwise, right?
so i didn't really do much this week...i did get lots of rest and feel super better though.
tuesday i went to springfield with justin so he could help his parents fix xome musical insturments. going to see his family is always stressfull.
wednesday i bought paint and painted the living room. the colours we picked out were red for the dining room area and...
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tuesday i went to springfield with justin so he could help his parents fix xome musical insturments. going to see his family is always stressfull.
wednesday i bought paint and painted the living room. the colours we picked out were red for the dining room area and...
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lycoris:
But New Jersey is so far awaaaaaaaaaaay.
johnnyk47:
I did have fun And yes a good turn out... too bad i'm a shy bastard.
And yes a good turn out... too bad i'm a shy bastard. i have pneumonia.
i'm lonely and no one can come and visit because i'm contagious.
this sucks.
on a positive note, i got offerd a job as a receptionist in a doctors office. it's only part time, 24hrs/week but it's $12/hr which is more than i am making hourly now. so i need to find something else to fill in the other time and make...
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i'm lonely and no one can come and visit because i'm contagious.
this sucks.
on a positive note, i got offerd a job as a receptionist in a doctors office. it's only part time, 24hrs/week but it's $12/hr which is more than i am making hourly now. so i need to find something else to fill in the other time and make...
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brightredscream:
Oh no...
I almost wound up with pneumonia - my lungs had tons of fluid in them...
Luckily I caught it just in time and rest was given from work and I got better.
I really hope you have a speedy recovery..one of my co-workers had pneumonia right before Christmas
Congrats on the reception job!
Do you need medical background for that? Or?
I've just been trying to figure out what options I have to get out of retail with my minimal education and minimal non-retail work experience.
I almost wound up with pneumonia - my lungs had tons of fluid in them...
Luckily I caught it just in time and rest was given from work and I got better.
I really hope you have a speedy recovery..one of my co-workers had pneumonia right before Christmas
Congrats on the reception job!
Do you need medical background for that? Or?
I've just been trying to figure out what options I have to get out of retail with my minimal education and minimal non-retail work experience.
acerbius:
Hm, bar tending with your other job would give you a nice income!
i watched a prarie home companion last night with justin. it was a pretty cute movie. it could have done without lindsay lohan but over all it was a good movie.
yesterday i just lazed around. i think i have a bit of a bug because i'm really not feeling very well. i have a fever blister on my ear and my stomach is killing...
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yesterday i just lazed around. i think i have a bit of a bug because i'm really not feeling very well. i have a fever blister on my ear and my stomach is killing...
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ramby:
I'm going to start going to Bally's too I got an 8 week pass for free from the Discovery health channel for the National Body Challenge because as everyone knows Americans are fat fat fat.
sorry to hear about your kitty
I got an 8 week pass for free from the Discovery health channel for the National Body Challenge because as everyone knows Americans are fat fat fat.
sorry to hear about your kitty
brightredscream:
I'm sorry to hear about your kitty I hope he heals up quick!
That really sucks about the pigeon..I experienced similar treatment when I found an injured squirrel and I was so frustrated.
I hope that you're feeling better, your ankle is feeling better and that everything just falls into place in a good way <3
I hope he heals up quick!
That really sucks about the pigeon..I experienced similar treatment when I found an injured squirrel and I was so frustrated.
I hope that you're feeling better, your ankle is feeling better and that everything just falls into place in a good way <3
this week i have been a ball of so many different emotions. i truly have faith in him that things can and will change and that things will get better between us. every time i give him another chance though i loose a little bit of who i am. i become less and less of the person i thought i was and also farther and...
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ta2dmom:
I'm glad you're going to be putting yourself first now. It's about time!
And, second chances are only worth it if the person you're extending them too really makes the effort to make things better. (((((hugs)))))
xoxo
ps, I love the video you taped of Lucy spaz dancing! "She's not wearing a bra!"
And, second chances are only worth it if the person you're extending them too really makes the effort to make things better. (((((hugs)))))
xoxo
ps, I love the video you taped of Lucy spaz dancing! "She's not wearing a bra!"
brightredscream:
If you start to lose yourself for someone else - that's never a good thing...
You need to put yourself, and what you need in life first and focus on that...
If something is draining you that much, to the point where you're losing sight of what you want and need....You need to evaluate if that something is worth that.
<3
You need to put yourself, and what you need in life first and focus on that...
If something is draining you that much, to the point where you're losing sight of what you want and need....You need to evaluate if that something is worth that.
<3
happy new years everyone! my plans for new years include painting my bedroom and possibly my bathroom as well. our landlord told me that whatever paint i buy he will re-imburse me as soon as i give him a receipt. sweeeeet! and what better time to do it than when i have three days off in a row. i've never really been a big fan...
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mikeleroux:
happy new year.
kokeshi:
i wish my landlord was that awesome an not a fucking asshole
happy holidays to everyone! today is my last day of work and then i'm off for three days! woot woot!
tonight justin and i are going to my parents place and going to a christmas concert. tomorrow is christmas brunch at my parents and then on christmas eve we are driving to justins parents place.
i'm not exactly looking forward to spending christmas day at...
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tonight justin and i are going to my parents place and going to a christmas concert. tomorrow is christmas brunch at my parents and then on christmas eve we are driving to justins parents place.
i'm not exactly looking forward to spending christmas day at...
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schuldig:
Have a Merry Christmas!
radiofrank:
Merry (belated) Christmas and Happy New Year!
i feel sick to my stomach when he's gone. it makes it worse knowing that he enjoys being awy from me. i wish i wasn't so fucking dependent on him. i wish i could stand alone, be my own person, not defined by who i'm with.
i wish i wasn't who i am. i wish i could change. i wish i didn't feel this way....
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i wish i wasn't who i am. i wish i could change. i wish i didn't feel this way....
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radiofrank:
*hugs*
Feel better soon, dear. Happy Holidays!
Feel better soon, dear. Happy Holidays!
drphil:
*hug-a-roni* turn that frown upside down (haha abit corny oh well)
Happy f'n Holidays!!! Wooo!!!
Happy f'n Holidays!!! Wooo!!!
Hopefully a bright side comes out of this for you <3