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Said sadly

I find it very discouraging that there is no woman out there to present me with any kind of challenge.

The human females that I encounter in waking life are not who I came here to find.

I must press on, yet I still await my carriage, my chamber.

Disappointing...

Twist my twist my twist my sister

Wednesday 13, for those not in the know.

It's all I can listen to lately, the whole catalogue, pretty much. Murderdolls, Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13, and his current band of course.

Else than this: staying busy. Networking mostly. Job interview tomorrow at an American institution. Woo.

I need a car.

I need a lot of shit,...
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Woke up a little edgy today.

Maybe it's the soul candy we ate last night.

Probably.

Nothing to report, really.

A new Suicide Girl candidate has emerged.

You'll be seeing more of her soon enough.

In the meantime, what is there to do? Got any ideas, anyone? (as if anyone actullay reads this - )

On a completely unrelated note, did you guys know that...
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The real humans have come.

The norms have names for them. Many names. I forget what they are, but they are unable to look us in the eyes. What we have seems to frighten them.

Their time has passed, and now they flounder in a dead world.

Our resurrection confuses them, and they know not what to do.

They wait for their savior.

When it...
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So what's next?

Right. So, sex and the human animal.

Caska is who led me down this path of thought. Well, she and Guts. Seeing them making love got me wondering about things, and what the fuck the point is.

People LOVE sex, yeah? They fucking live for it. It is the end all, be all of human existence, is it not?

They go crazy....
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Sometimes I think of her.

But she does not exist. Not here, anyway. Where? I do not know.

There is really no point wasting time time thinking about this.

Why even write about it?

Nothing else to do.

I have everything I want.

Not much to report lately. Tried to make a bit of money today, but failed it. It is a difficult job, sometimes.

Working on getting some home theater equipment sold, so that I can get another car. Time will tell how this endeavor turns out.

I am looking to network with respectful people in this area, I would like to collaborate on an entertainment establishment,...
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Well, finally. Getting a little ink today. I've meant to do so for years now.

I was thinking about buying a trinket or two from Dorsal, but that shall have to wait, I think. My funds are limited right now, as always and I need to get this flash done while I have to means. If you happen to read this, Dorsal I'll get back...
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What do they know? These creatures that crawl...

Do they know what this is? Do they realize where they are? I wonder sometimes...

So many distractions. So many potential infractions.

Learning to read and weave between these lines that have been drawn for you and drawn for me.

It is sometimes quite a bit hard to see.

For you and for me, the sound strikes...
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So, I just started smoking cigarettes again recently after a two month break.

I enjoy smoking, I had missed it. I have a tendency to over-do it when in social settings, to smoke is a very agreeable action when engaging in conversation. Also it gives me a reason to get out of bed if for nothing else...

But today I caught myself thinking "God damn....
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And in the somber twilight dull...

I lied, it's early morntime here.

I want to post a blog entry, why not? Things have only just started happening once again, and so I feel like keeping a record. Statement of intent.

Recording>>>

What has happened? Nothing much, really. Hob-knobbing a bit. Ah, the urban dictionary defines "hob-knobbing" as "hanging out with snobbish people". So yeah, that's...
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