Hello cruel world, how's it hanging?
I am currently trying to figure out how to get back into the movie industry after having been away for several years. The problem is that I feel I am now to old to get in in the traditional way, that is being a PA. So ihave to figure out another angle. If anyone happens to read this and...
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I am currently trying to figure out how to get back into the movie industry after having been away for several years. The problem is that I feel I am now to old to get in in the traditional way, that is being a PA. So ihave to figure out another angle. If anyone happens to read this and...
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ozymandias:
I don't really know but why not put together a small film and work it from that angle.
I was thinking last night about what people want from each other.
They want some one to hold them close at night. They want some one to think they are worth a damn. They want someone to think of them with depths of emotion. They want to matter to someone. They want people to notice their absence from the room. They want a them sized...
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They want some one to hold them close at night. They want some one to think they are worth a damn. They want someone to think of them with depths of emotion. They want to matter to someone. They want people to notice their absence from the room. They want a them sized...
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b4byl0n:
something i wish for.. i hope it to come true.. i hope you receive it as well 
The world is good.
Ya know why? I have a lame ass reason, but I'll tell you all anyway (all of you being the one or two people who might read this.)
I met like 7 really cute girls this week. All this accumulated cuteness has put me in a good damn mood.
It's funny how that can really just elevate you. But it makes...
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Ya know why? I have a lame ass reason, but I'll tell you all anyway (all of you being the one or two people who might read this.)
I met like 7 really cute girls this week. All this accumulated cuteness has put me in a good damn mood.
It's funny how that can really just elevate you. But it makes...
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b4byl0n:
heheh, i love those writing exercises, they're so much fun to do..
and cuteness is vera vera good.
cheers to you and your good spirits.. it's good to see you happy babydoll.
and cuteness is vera vera good.
cheers to you and your good spirits.. it's good to see you happy babydoll.
louise:
i come from your subconscious. and i was only trolling because i had all my mp3s in winamp on random.
hot cha!
hot cha!
It's one of those days where you deal with your life like an alcholic. You just keep telling yourself One Day at a Time, and keep plugging away. You just tell yourself that it's all going to get better in not that long, as long as you just keep going.
I'm looking forward to it really. There are times when I look at the posibilites...
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I'm looking forward to it really. There are times when I look at the posibilites...
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b4byl0n:
-hugs tight- we've all been there baby.. i know i have.. but you can change it. i used to think my surroundings is what controlled me.. then i finally realized i controlled my own surroundings.. sleep sweet bebe
b4byl0n:
o_0
where are you?
where are you?
You know what's silly? I get depressed watching movies with people falling in love. I get depressed reading books with people falling in love. I get depressed listening to love songs.
And this is just dumb. It's been long enough and none of this should matter. But it still does.
You know what's the worst? Seeing and talking to her in a way that brings...
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And this is just dumb. It's been long enough and none of this should matter. But it still does.
You know what's the worst? Seeing and talking to her in a way that brings...
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b4byl0n:
that kodak commercial where the guy takes a pic of himself in bed with his girlfriend, develops it real quick, writes "wish i was here" and leaves it on the pillow next to the girl. that one kills me.. i'm such a sap.. i get all moody n'cry at any romantic movie...
-hugs-
-hugs-
b4byl0n:
Thank you! that one just poured out of my head. Looking through the eyes of a bullet and dosing it with sexual overtones.. hehe
Sometimes, life is just good ya know?
Let's hear it for life looking good.
Also my horoscope in Vougue says that I am going to have good year, so I've that going for me.
Let's hear it for life looking good.
Also my horoscope in Vougue says that I am going to have good year, so I've that going for me.
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b4byl0n:
thank you. s'one of my own works, keep stopping by to'see more 
edited.. yeh.. i'm making j00 mah friend..
[Edited on Jun 08, 2003]
edited.. yeh.. i'm making j00 mah friend..
[Edited on Jun 08, 2003]
b4byl0n:
yay
It's funny, after awhile it all just fades... Ya know?
What once seemed like the storm that would wreck your life is gone just like everything else.
I wonder, as I grow older, about the seeming impermenance of everything. I guess I had hoped when I was younger for more solidity and structure as I went on. I guess that's just not how it goes....
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What once seemed like the storm that would wreck your life is gone just like everything else.
I wonder, as I grow older, about the seeming impermenance of everything. I guess I had hoped when I was younger for more solidity and structure as I went on. I guess that's just not how it goes....
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So I have decided to completely ignore all my problems for awhile and see if they go away! Wish me luck.
damon:
they will dude... girls arent a problem, theyre a fact of life!... when you have kids and some Real history with one, then you can get all gassed!
chill, breathe, go to venice, walk down the beach, go to SG prom, realize how good youve got it...
FUCK HER!!!
chill, breathe, go to venice, walk down the beach, go to SG prom, realize how good youve got it...
FUCK HER!!!
gtb:
White Rhino is a powerful concoction, born of both man and nature. Much like our own existance, a scientific work in progress. Our friend the rhino, can help to subdue the anger and assist in finding that meditative state to help you focus on the importance of yourself and your limited days here on earth. So many days are filled with problems it's almost unbareable. Still, I must point out, there may very well be a pot of gold at the end of the proverbial rainbow, for those who know self discipline and mastery of elements.
[Edited on Apr 25, 2003]
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Blech. What a waste of a day.
Was everyone else also under the immpression that by the time they go to their late twenties they would have this life thing figured out? Cause man was I wrong about that.
Ah well, live and learn.
Was everyone else also under the immpression that by the time they go to their late twenties they would have this life thing figured out? Cause man was I wrong about that.
Ah well, live and learn.
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damon:
just turn 30 and youll figure it all out and youll have a heart of steel cause so many loved ones will be gone
gtb:
Does your name have anything to do with White Rhino???
Did you ever have one of those nights where you just look around at your life and say "What the fuck happened?" How did I end up alone and miserable in a studio apartment with three cats?
How is it even possible that the woman I love tossed me aside like garbage after five years, without even giving me a decent reason why?
One of...
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How is it even possible that the woman I love tossed me aside like garbage after five years, without even giving me a decent reason why?
One of...
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rubbersoul:
Did you go see the Yeah Yeah Yeahs???
Where did they play?
Fuck! I am soooo pissed I missed that.
I knew nothing about it.
Where did they play?
Fuck! I am soooo pissed I missed that.
I knew nothing about it.
What a crap unproductive night.
So you ever look at someone and be just stunned at the thought that this person is every bit as complex as you are? That everyone is? That every person you meet is a little ball of ideas, fears, shames, feelings, hopes and dreams?
I wonder, can you every really know anyone?
So you ever look at someone and be just stunned at the thought that this person is every bit as complex as you are? That everyone is? That every person you meet is a little ball of ideas, fears, shames, feelings, hopes and dreams?
I wonder, can you every really know anyone?
feifer:
you can only know someone as well as they allow themselves to be known
Good Lord someone actually read this.
Quite frankly I have to wonder about your choice in literature....
Anyway, I need asshole lessons. I need to start being a dick on at least a bi weekly basis. For an example ask me what I did today. (Here I'll do it for you) "Hey, what did you do today?" Why, I paid $250 to get my ex-girlfriends...
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Quite frankly I have to wonder about your choice in literature....
Anyway, I need asshole lessons. I need to start being a dick on at least a bi weekly basis. For an example ask me what I did today. (Here I'll do it for you) "Hey, what did you do today?" Why, I paid $250 to get my ex-girlfriends...
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rosalyn:
Being nice is good. Being walked on is NOT, so I really hope you make sure she pays you back!
Nice people so often get hurt into being assholes.. not cool, but theres nothing wrong with being err.. asertive is the word I guess.
Nice people so often get hurt into being assholes.. not cool, but theres nothing wrong with being err.. asertive is the word I guess.