this is my first entry.
i'm sitting at my computer after having cried and cried when i found out about elliott. i am dry eyed now, all cried out, and it pisses me off. i understand that we have only so much saline in us, but goddamnit i want to keep on crying. it feels a lot better than sitting here in doubt and emptiness. numb. this is fucked.
i'm sitting at my computer after having cried and cried when i found out about elliott. i am dry eyed now, all cried out, and it pisses me off. i understand that we have only so much saline in us, but goddamnit i want to keep on crying. it feels a lot better than sitting here in doubt and emptiness. numb. this is fucked.
recoveringmale:
there seems to be little happening in portland today. no one seems to know about elliott smith yet. i talked to one guy at pizza shmizza and he didn't seem fazed. strange. at least it rained, that was fitting.