recordandplay

This week has been absolutely off the wall...

Currently I have 4 major stress factors in my life:

1. Money
2. Music
3. Jeremy
4. My Health

I'm heading to Columbus in five minutes or so, where I will aprehensively face all of these.

1. I am piss poor...still. I am so fucking sick of it.

2. Columbus=home of my music career currently. God only knows what that even is anymore.

3. Last weekend was amazing until Sunday night and Monday morning. There was an overwhelming mutual feeling between Jeremy and I. He referred to it as "an impending sense of doom." wonderful.

4. Yesterday morning I had an appointment with my endocrinologist. He doubled the amount of glucophage I am taking and it's really fucking me up. I hate the fact that this is still only near the beginning of a life-long ordeal and that it already is a huge pain in the ass. I hope I don't die when I drink tonight.

For now I am off. There are some good things to look forward to, though. OSU vs. Cinci game with my dad tomorrow. Hanging out with some of the SG Columbus crew tomorrow night. Driving by the apartment that I move into in 2 WEEKS, BIOTCHES! Yeah...I am just worried about the Jeremy thing. I think my next entry will be focused on that topic. I have done a lot of thinking about him/us this week. I know I met him for a reason and I don't have a single regret, yet. Ah well - that's another story for another day. Have a good weekend, everyone.