Got to admit, it's really hard to believe that in a week and 2 days I will be going home until mid-September. I can't even really call it home...Medina isn't it anymore. Columbus really isn't either. I guess Medina has the family and the history - but OSU has my life and friends and who I really am now. *sigh* It's cool though. I need some time to relax, even if it's going to be a little lonely.
And can I just say that the past week has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster for me? I guess the important part is that it's Tuesday, it's amazing outside, I didn't have to go to class today, and I feel Good. And Happy. Well, maybe not happy - but I feel calm and balanced. Things with people are making a little more sense and I am very grateful for it.
Hmmm...horn final on Monday. Concerto No. 2 Mvt I and II by Mozart. *cross some fingers for me* I seriously fear losing my scholarships. I could always take out more loan money, but I worry so much about disappointing my parents. I think they would lose so much respect for me - especially Dad. Psych final on Tuesday, I believe. 14 chapters that I know nothing about - I cracked the book yesterday for an hour. I started on the last chapter, which was about psychological disorders - I enjoyed it...but the other shit is so boring to me. *shmrr* And I have to ACE my music theory final so I can get a B- in the class - since I did no homework. Grrr...might have to use that freshman forgiveness twice next year. What a pain in the ass. Extra credit work for Music Listening since I slept through too many mornings...I assume it's due tomorrow? And I have to find a way to bullshit some research for Orientation to Music Ed. Wind Symphony concert on Thursday - my parents are coming down for it. Aural Training final - I don't even know what day it will be...but it's the one class I am not worried for. In piano I have the first half of my playing final tomorrow at 12:30...hummm. MUSIC MAJORS ARE SO FUCKING BUSY!!!!
Look at all that!
Ok, sorry to ramble about nothing. Forgive me
And can I just say that the past week has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster for me? I guess the important part is that it's Tuesday, it's amazing outside, I didn't have to go to class today, and I feel Good. And Happy. Well, maybe not happy - but I feel calm and balanced. Things with people are making a little more sense and I am very grateful for it.
Hmmm...horn final on Monday. Concerto No. 2 Mvt I and II by Mozart. *cross some fingers for me* I seriously fear losing my scholarships. I could always take out more loan money, but I worry so much about disappointing my parents. I think they would lose so much respect for me - especially Dad. Psych final on Tuesday, I believe. 14 chapters that I know nothing about - I cracked the book yesterday for an hour. I started on the last chapter, which was about psychological disorders - I enjoyed it...but the other shit is so boring to me. *shmrr* And I have to ACE my music theory final so I can get a B- in the class - since I did no homework. Grrr...might have to use that freshman forgiveness twice next year. What a pain in the ass. Extra credit work for Music Listening since I slept through too many mornings...I assume it's due tomorrow? And I have to find a way to bullshit some research for Orientation to Music Ed. Wind Symphony concert on Thursday - my parents are coming down for it. Aural Training final - I don't even know what day it will be...but it's the one class I am not worried for. In piano I have the first half of my playing final tomorrow at 12:30...hummm. MUSIC MAJORS ARE SO FUCKING BUSY!!!!
Look at all that!
Ok, sorry to ramble about nothing. Forgive me
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