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SublimKMS: so what do you want to do tonight
MamaMia357: I am not sure.
MamaMia357: I kind of want to go out a little if I don't still feel like period-ish ass.
MamaMia357: lol
MamaMia357: and I want to drink
SublimKMS: yeah me too
MamaMia357: and I think emily should come or something - cause she really is awesome
SublimKMS: yeah for sure
SublimKMS: if we go to axis though i need someone who will not be all dancy with me bc i have a feeling that im not gonna feel like dancing
MamaMia357: I never feel like dancing
SublimKMS: lol
MamaMia357: I'm your girl.
MamaMia357: Too bad I am insanely broke
MamaMia357: and I feel bad mooching off people
MamaMia357: I have like, 10 dollars in change
SublimKMS: yeah id kind of rather just go to wall street instead of this hopping business
MamaMia357: I agree
MamaMia357: can you maybe spot me some cash tonight and I'll take this change to the bank monday and pay you back?
MamaMia357: ***ghetto linds***
SublimKMS: yeah
MamaMia357: as I act like ryan ;-) moochinf.
MamaMia357: *g
SublimKMS: i need to get money though bc i have no cash
MamaMia357: i am out of pop
MamaMia357: and not to beat a dead horse, but everytime we smoke - ryan drinks like 3 cans
MamaMia357: lol
MamaMia357: rawrrrrrrrr!
SublimKMS: lol
SublimKMS: i only have what buckeye express offers as available groceries which kinda sucks
MamaMia357: I know what you mean
MamaMia357: I wish I hadn't had to spend so much money early this quarter
MamaMia357: I mean, I chose to spend it - but you know?
MamaMia357: futon = $225
MamaMia357: NYC = $150
MamaMia357: Tattoo= $253
MamaMia357: Eyebrow = $60
SublimKMS: yeah those are some big budget things
MamaMia357: I know
MamaMia357: that's almost 700
SublimKMS: thats crazy
MamaMia357: and I normally use like, 800 a quarter with plenty left over
MamaMia357: at least I don't have to buy a futon now
MamaMia357: lol
SublimKMS: i wonder how much i spend
SublimKMS: yeah and you use it a lot
MamaMia357: I know
MamaMia357: it was a good investment for all
MamaMia357: I think I am going to call this guy about a job
SublimKMS: working wher
SublimKMS: e
MamaMia357: not surE?
SublimKMS: brb
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SublimKMS: hey sorry
SublimKMS: lindsay?
MamaMia357: Hi
MamaMia357: I was on the phone with dad
SublimKMS: oh
MamaMia357: and too bad I feel like a big failure/mooch
SublimKMS: why
MamaMia357: He's going to like, loan me some money to get through the end of the quarter comfortably.
SublimKMS: thats nice
MamaMia357: and then I called this guy about a summer job
MamaMia357: but he wasn't there - so I left a message
MamaMia357: in which I sounded like a total "crackhead"
MamaMia357: and I don't know if they are coming down tomorrow or not.
MamaMia357: Like, it's kind of too much of a hassle
MamaMia357: but I know they'll feel bad if they don't come;
MamaMia357: and I told dad I need a ride to the grocery store for pop and he felt all bad
MamaMia357: lol
MamaMia357: and he's like "I'll pay for your groceries - what else do you need money for?"
MamaMia357: and I was like "you know - sometimes we go out to eat on the weekend, or order in food and if I want to like, go to a movie- right now I don't even have money for that"
MamaMia357: and he was like "oh"
MamaMia357: and he asked me to put a number on it
MamaMia357: and I was like "40 or 50?"
MamaMia357: then I said i have to pay the guy who's playing piano for me
MamaMia357: so that's like 30
MamaMia357: and somehow dad's like "what if I loan you 200 to get through?
MamaMia357: and I was like - YES - perfect.
MamaMia357: I hate feeling poor/helpless
MamaMia357: wow- I just wrote a lot. sorry
SublimKMS: no its ok
SublimKMS: thats cool of him though
MamaMia357: I am having a freak out session here
MamaMia357: I have those 2 lessons
MamaMia357: and I have a psych midterm
MamaMia357: on weds
SublimKMS: that sucks
MamaMia357: and i have to play solo thurs
MamaMia357: I have homework
MamaMia357: and I am broke
MamaMia357: :-(
SublimKMS: dont stress
MamaMia357: no wonder ryan says I am bitchy
MamaMia357: and I missed an important class thing friday - that I need to get a sick note for and I can't miss that class again
MamaMia357: I am seriously going to fail it
MamaMia357: the class meets 10 times
MamaMia357: and i have missed 3
SublimKMS: you should go to the health center
MamaMia357: I am going to
MamaMia357: and i have to turn in the note for the ny trip too
MamaMia357: but I think I pitched it a long time ago
MamaMia357: how do I always manage to screw myself over?
SublimKMS: we should go outside and enjoy the weather and bring a blanket or something and you can get some homework done
MamaMia357: I have REPs for psych all next week
MamaMia357: I wish I cared less, or more
MamaMia357: you know?
SublimKMS: yeah
MamaMia357: if I cared more, I wouldn't smoke all the time
MamaMia357: and I'd do things early
MamaMia357: and be on the ball
MamaMia357: and if I cared less, I'd be like rich
MamaMia357: I could just chill and not worry
MamaMia357: but I am like
SublimKMS: well at least we only have a couple more weeks to crunch and such then its summer and we can relax
MamaMia357: dead center
MamaMia357: and it's madness
MamaMia357: I know
MamaMia357: but I am literally already freaked about next year
SublimKMS: yeah you just gotta take things as they come and try and get out of it in the best way
MamaMia357: I always do that
MamaMia357: and I feel like shit for it
MamaMia357: I feel like i am always digging myself out of a hole
MamaMia357: like - if I cared more, I wouldn't ever do what we did last night
MamaMia357: but I need that kind of night to get me through
MamaMia357: it's like - I only live once and I just want it to be good and worth it
SublimKMS: last night was friday though
SublimKMS: you just gotta try and balance shit out
MamaMia357: and too bad I just got all mooshy feeling when I typed that
MamaMia357: yeah
MamaMia357: I don't know why I have such a hard time with that
SublimKMS: im gonna take a shower though
MamaMia357: me too
MamaMia357: maybe it will mellow me out a bit
SublimKMS: yeah
SublimKMS: and being outside
MamaMia357: I hope so
SublimKMS: will be nice
MamaMia357: outside with my psych book...
MamaMia357: funnnnnn
SublimKMS: loo
SublimKMS: l
MamaMia357: alright
MamaMia357: thanks for listening to me go crazy
SublimKMS: for sure
SublimKMS: destress man
MamaMia357: I need to.
MamaMia357: see ya in a bit

I am sure most of this makes no sense...but, I don't think I can handle typing all this madness again.