***A quick update before a much needed nap***
So last night at the Guess the Straight Person Panel...after answering questions for 40 minutes, not even 1/4 of the girls thought I was straight. However - most thought the two lesbians to my left were straight. Maybe this could offer some explaination for why I have a hard time finding guys. I told my friend, Richard about it and he was like "I can't believe you of all people are annoyed about this. Isn't the whole point of the panel to break stereotypes and prove that it has nothing to do with appearance and personality?!" He's completely right, I think it's just bothering me because of a repeat situation yesterday.
To sum up:
Lindsay likes a guy.
Lindsay becomes excellent friends with the guy.
The guy meets one of Lindsay's female friends.
The guy likes the friend and the friend likes the guy.
Lindsay hears all about it from both ends and pretends to be happy for them.
Lindsay gets depressed.
Yep - happens EVERY FUCKING TIME.
In other news, I finally called AJ at Evolved about the back tattoo. He just moved out of his old shop in Skin FX and moved houses, so his life has been crazy. But - he brought good news. I can get it done within the next 2 weeks! I am SO HAPPY. NYC, Washington DC, tattoo. YAY. This is definitely helping me push the self-loathing, guys hate me and people think I am a lesbian thoughts out of my head. I mean - girls are hot (why else would I be on this site?!), but guys really do the trick
Arrrr! Nap-time, shipmates!
So last night at the Guess the Straight Person Panel...after answering questions for 40 minutes, not even 1/4 of the girls thought I was straight. However - most thought the two lesbians to my left were straight. Maybe this could offer some explaination for why I have a hard time finding guys. I told my friend, Richard about it and he was like "I can't believe you of all people are annoyed about this. Isn't the whole point of the panel to break stereotypes and prove that it has nothing to do with appearance and personality?!" He's completely right, I think it's just bothering me because of a repeat situation yesterday.
To sum up:
Lindsay likes a guy.
Lindsay becomes excellent friends with the guy.
The guy meets one of Lindsay's female friends.
The guy likes the friend and the friend likes the guy.
Lindsay hears all about it from both ends and pretends to be happy for them.
Lindsay gets depressed.
Yep - happens EVERY FUCKING TIME.
In other news, I finally called AJ at Evolved about the back tattoo. He just moved out of his old shop in Skin FX and moved houses, so his life has been crazy. But - he brought good news. I can get it done within the next 2 weeks! I am SO HAPPY. NYC, Washington DC, tattoo. YAY. This is definitely helping me push the self-loathing, guys hate me and people think I am a lesbian thoughts out of my head. I mean - girls are hot (why else would I be on this site?!), but guys really do the trick
Arrrr! Nap-time, shipmates!
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if it makes you feel better once i decide to end celibacy i'll put you on my hit list