recordandplay

I think it's best that I update now. The past days of spring break have been filled with sleep and the typical Medina-shit. I only have 4 more days till it's back to class. I know right now that it's not enough time...
Jared IMed me and said he wanted to go back to school. I must have looked at my screen like he was crazy. I am so burned out...still. I have no motivation to do much of anything really. Thought about taking a trip-too much work. Practiced a few times-it was so half ass. Debate going carbfree again for a while-eat a piece of bread. Need to get a new driver's license-waiting until the last possible day (tomorrow).
I finally sucked it up and did some laundry tonight - maybe this is step one, though I am doubtful.
I don't really know where I am going with all of this - but maybe that's more proof of the motivational problem. I can't seem to go anywhere with anything. I just fake it all.
Great feeling to have...