i'm a big fucking sloppy loser and i think i'm going to remove myself from blogs such as this and friendster type things coz i'm really just caught up in my own vain insane bullshit and i wind up letting everybody down who dares to get involved in my world and thats just what i do so its better if you never mmet me at all anyway you cant know me and be my friend at the same time really coz how could i possibly love you when i dont even like me and anyone who is stupid enuff to hang around me 
kypirate:
sounds like something i would say when i all i really need is a good punch in the face... of course, i've needed a good punch in the face for years now and haven't had any luck getting one. reread valis, or better yet read some vonnegut, you'll feel better. i promise. jerk.