I don’t have any pics of my very first SG set. Or any of the other sets that were shot in order to attain my hopeful status. And I’ll tell you why. The first 3 sets that I submitted, of which only one was accepted, were all shot by my ex husband. I’d never heard of Suicide Girls til I saw @oliviablack on Pawn Stars. Like most of you, I fell in love with her. My ex persuaded me to let him shoot some sets to submit on here. While initially I was hesitant, I’m glad I went for it, cuz I’ve met and made some amazing friends thru SG. I guess my ex never thought I’d make it this far, and once I became an official hopeful, and started getting a lot of attention on social media, his attitude towards me changed. He became very verbally abusive at first, then after I attended my best friends baby shower, which happened to be the day before his divorce hearing with his first wife, he became physically abusive. Like I texted him when I was a few miles from home, and he got in his truck and found me and proceeded to try to drive me off the road. Then after I got home, he slapped me around and threw me down the stairs. Why I still married this loser after this, I’ll never know. The next few years were just as bad, then while at work, my best friend, who at the time, and still does, lives in France, sent me pics of him and this girl making out on Facebook, and asks me wtf is going on. I sent the pics to him and his mom and asked wtf is wrong with you people. When I got home, he gave me the sad puppy dog I’m so sorry act. Wtf ever. To this day, he’s still with her, and she’s been shitty to me like I’m the one that was to blame. Funny thing, we all have mutual friends, and they all tell me how miserable they are, living in a house they can’t afford, yet pretending life is great. Lol. I don’t have to pretend. My life is nothing short of amazing and I’m actually thankful I had to go thru that shit to get to where I am now. Thank you to all of my beautiful, amazing friends and followers that have been there for me. I love y’all more than I can say 💜😘
