rebeldogg

I went ahead and set my camera up in my music room and made a little video of me playing for a bit. I didn't warm up or anything. Just kinda sat down and ran through a few things. Had no real plan as to what to play. I want to make a better one. There are a few songs I would really like to have recorded. Might do that later today.

I went with my hispaniolic friend to this nice little Thai place. The food's really good there, and their green tea excellent. But it's not the food I want to talk about. It's the insanely beautiful woman I saw sitting in there eating a salad and drinking some odd looking orange drink. Mein gott en himmel, she was one of the most beautiful women I've seen in a very long time. Almost exactly, physically, what would be my ideal in a woman. She looked a bit like a friend of mine (I only have two, and here's a hint: it's not the Puerto Rican guy). She was wearing a very becoming light colored dress with no sleeves. She had a tattoo on her left bicep. I didn't look too closely at the tattoo because I was completely draw in by the natural perfection of her face. If it wouldn't have been such an awkward thing to do I would have loved to have taken her photograph. I really wish I was one of those smooth James Bond types who could just walk over there and say, "Hey, baby. What's shakin'?" or whatever it is that cool guys say. Instead I just tried not to get caught looking at her while I sipped my green tea wondering if the waitress thought me and my friend were gay. It's not often that I'm this floored by a beautiful woman. Most times I just look and go, "nice," then forget it. This is one of those women that will stick in my memory for a long time, not just some masturbatory fantasy. I wouldn't want to sully my memory with that.

I really like that Thai place, and I think this gives me one more reason to go there. In the faint hope that I'll see this amazing vision of beauty again... and sit there at a safe distance wishing I was a better man.

Loneliness is a bitch. Oh, well.