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lately i haven't been feeling like myself, but i've been saying that a lot lately (pretty much the entire summer). so maybe i've changed and this is who i am now? if so i don't like it. not one little bit.

but what to do about it? hmmm, i'm throwing myself into my school stuff. that kinda helps. distracts the mind and stuff. not a...
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ojaeflo:
Hope all is well, dearest. kiss love kiss
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in the bathroom sink.

ha.
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trocc:
that sounds borderline dangerous. bully for you. smile
mylf:
interesting... very interesting. wink
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i am so craving this person. i want to contact him so badly. just to talk. but i promised myself ages ago that i wouldn't. why? because he is no good for me. not as a friend, not as anything. it makes me mad that even though i logically know this, i still have some weird desire to talk to him. i know i'm not...
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trocc:
ah, to sleep, knowing when you wake that life will be transformed. heavenly
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ok i'm over the previous little rant.

happiness prevails! the boy will be here tomorrow! yippie. i love when he comes and visits, and then i kinda feel guilty that he drove all the way to see me. i feel guilty because he works 50-60 hour weeks, goes to school part time and then he drives 5 hours to see me. i find it hard...
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quasi_sean:
glad to hear the boy is coming...you're so kind ms. rebeldaisy.
jjay:
your worth it

if your invisible are you invincible?

enjoy the boy!
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mini rant:

why do strange guys from school keep asking me out? people i've never ever talked to? not even once? boys suck!!

it makes me so mad/sad because i can't make a single friend.

why can't people just want to be my friend?

end rant.

(i should clarify that it only really makes me mad because once they find out i have no interest...
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pip:
Cuz we guys do suck.

Why do we suck? Testosterone. Seriously, make yourself appear ugly and unattractive and all the guys will want to your friend. Sorry. frown
lv:
Hrm, I just want to be your friend. smile

And I can't agree with Pip...I find it hard to be friends with a girl I'm not attracted to on at least two levels...
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i am sunburned to all hell. does that make sense? it does in my world.

when i'm with him i feel more like myself then at any other time. does that make sense? some how it does...
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howdidigethere:
no sense at all
mylf:
I already did the peeling. It was very itchy.

I was that white when I moved here. I had to condition my skin a little at a time not to freak out in the sun.
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so yup the wedding was lots of fun. i wore an incredibly cute new dress. fits like it was made special just for me. i danced lots. even got the boy to dance with me. he says he likes to watch me dance better. he thinks i'm graceful. [this is love because everyone in the world knows that i am not graceful. i can't even...
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lv:
I do recall all your stories about walking somewhere and just falling. wink

Sorry about life being kinda shitty lately, hopefully your waiting bodes well and brings you good karma and happiness in the long run. *hug!*
pip:
Well then you should hook me up with your sister so I can corrupt her.

and how can you possibly be the evil one????? Oh wait you are in law school....... shocked
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sometimes i hate people.

but then mostly i just hate myself.





ahh well.

life.

::insert the head shaking here::
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oso:
hate me.
would be nice to know that someone felt something...anything about me somewhere out there.
oso:
now i'm dying to know.........
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i had a great weekend, how was yours?

smile
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lv:
blah blah blah...that was my weekend (slightly influenced by a very lame Monday today).
quasi_sean:
wonderful. thank you. smile