ok i'm over the previous little rant.
happiness prevails! the boy will be here tomorrow! yippie. i love when he comes and visits, and then i kinda feel guilty that he drove all the way to see me. i feel guilty because he works 50-60 hour weeks, goes to school part time and then he drives 5 hours to see me. i find it hard to believe that i'm worth it.
the one big problem i was worried over is finally resolved. yippie for letters in the mail...
i made onion soup today.
i've felt pretty ick lately. ick in a multitude of ways.
he said maybe this winter. once his summer job ends. maybe then. i hope it happens! sometimes having hope just kills me. i wish i could just have indifference. not caring would be great.
i need a paper shredder.
i've been knitting a lot lately.
feeling invisible. or is it invincible? i'm pretty sure its one of those.
happiness prevails! the boy will be here tomorrow! yippie. i love when he comes and visits, and then i kinda feel guilty that he drove all the way to see me. i feel guilty because he works 50-60 hour weeks, goes to school part time and then he drives 5 hours to see me. i find it hard to believe that i'm worth it.
the one big problem i was worried over is finally resolved. yippie for letters in the mail...
i made onion soup today.
i've felt pretty ick lately. ick in a multitude of ways.
he said maybe this winter. once his summer job ends. maybe then. i hope it happens! sometimes having hope just kills me. i wish i could just have indifference. not caring would be great.
i need a paper shredder.
i've been knitting a lot lately.
feeling invisible. or is it invincible? i'm pretty sure its one of those.
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if your invisible are you invincible?
enjoy the boy!