he's gone now...and i am sad...damn. i hate when that happens. i just have to keep telling myself it'll only be a few more weeks before i see him again.
i have so much work to do. and i'm just sitting here feeling sad for myself. damn. i suck. i need some motivation. you'd think losing my hefty scholarship might be motivation, but surprisingly no.
halloween was so great. atleast most of the day. not counting the time spent in the stupid health clinic, and the getting my car searched. all together, really fucking awesome.
the car searching thing was so funny. tony got pulled over for going 50 in a 35 in my car. but he already had a ticket, and in IL when you get a ticket they take your license and you drive on the ticket. apparently it's not the same here in iowa cuz the police didn't believe us when we were telling it to them. so they put tony in the back of the cop car. one of the police came and was talking to me, and asked me to get tony's state id out of his wallet. i go to take the id out and bam rolling papers fall out of the wallet..so yeah that kinda led to getting my car searched. very amusing. really i laughed about it. there was nothing illegal in the car, so it was all ok in the end.
the halloween party was great. i looked super hot. and i was told so by a few people. i'm almost starting to develop an ego, really i'm working on it.
i talked to a lot of people who knew my name and i didn't know theirs. i got called on in class on halloween, so like that really reinforced everyone knowing my name...which is uncomfortable for me. i prefer to be unknown.
i also noticed that all my friends are guys. hmm...wonder why? boys are just better in some ways. tony noticed that they are all too touchy feely...i think he was imagining that though.
unfortunately i spent most of saturday
and i don't think there are any pics of me dressed up. fuck that sucks. cuz i looked good. even my hair and makeup rocked.
this is too long. but i'm all alone in my apartment now, and it's sad.
there are so many things i should be doing.
i'm watching terminator. the original. it makes me think of home.
some time eventually i will have to change the profile pic.
i have so much work to do. and i'm just sitting here feeling sad for myself. damn. i suck. i need some motivation. you'd think losing my hefty scholarship might be motivation, but surprisingly no.
halloween was so great. atleast most of the day. not counting the time spent in the stupid health clinic, and the getting my car searched. all together, really fucking awesome.
the car searching thing was so funny. tony got pulled over for going 50 in a 35 in my car. but he already had a ticket, and in IL when you get a ticket they take your license and you drive on the ticket. apparently it's not the same here in iowa cuz the police didn't believe us when we were telling it to them. so they put tony in the back of the cop car. one of the police came and was talking to me, and asked me to get tony's state id out of his wallet. i go to take the id out and bam rolling papers fall out of the wallet..so yeah that kinda led to getting my car searched. very amusing. really i laughed about it. there was nothing illegal in the car, so it was all ok in the end.
the halloween party was great. i looked super hot. and i was told so by a few people. i'm almost starting to develop an ego, really i'm working on it.
i talked to a lot of people who knew my name and i didn't know theirs. i got called on in class on halloween, so like that really reinforced everyone knowing my name...which is uncomfortable for me. i prefer to be unknown.
i also noticed that all my friends are guys. hmm...wonder why? boys are just better in some ways. tony noticed that they are all too touchy feely...i think he was imagining that though.
unfortunately i spent most of saturday
and i don't think there are any pics of me dressed up. fuck that sucks. cuz i looked good. even my hair and makeup rocked.
this is too long. but i'm all alone in my apartment now, and it's sad.
there are so many things i should be doing.
i'm watching terminator. the original. it makes me think of home.
some time eventually i will have to change the profile pic.
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it is a real drag there's no pictures of you - i'd enjoy seeing that.
hope the week accelerates slowly for you...