i don't ever write about really serious stuff in here...but i've got tony on my mind and i can't sleep and bleh...
i was trying to think of how i'd describe him...
he's got light brown eyes, that twinkle when he looks at me.
dark brown hair, and currently a molhawk.
lips that are the perfect middle ground between too thick and too thin..
and the absolutely most perfect teeth..beautifully white, and perfectly straight..
he's that perfect height where he's tall enough that i feel tiny next to him, but on tip toes i reach his lips perfectly.
he's got deliciously white skin...it's beautiful...
he's nearly as stubborn as i am...he knows how to push all my buttons...and better yet he's not afraid to do it.
people always consistently describe him as the nicest guy...
he makes friends every where we go..people just seem to flock to him.
he's smart in ways that i'll never be...i can read about things and understand..but he's got that common sense that i am forever lacking...
if you need something done, a favor or a helping hand, he's the person you want to ask.
when we were friends back in high school, he's the person i would call first when my boyfriend broke up with me, he's the one who tried to cheer me up...
he's the person who helped me with my calculus when i freaked out about it...in fact he's the one that helped my brothers with calculus too.
he's got the greatest sense of humor, he makes me giggle and laugh..
he rubs my back when it hurts...
he didn't kill me when i puked in his car.
we've been going out since i was 17, and we've both changed so much...and some how we've stayed together..it's amazing when i think about it.
he doesn't realize how gorgeous he is..
he appreciates everything in life, and rarely takes anything for granted...ok sometimes he forgets how amazingly wonderful his girlfriend is, until smack him upside the head...
he plays with my dog, and loves him nearly as much as i do.
he's one of the only guys i've ever known who i haven't grown tired of.
he's not one of those guys who always knows what to say, he's someone who when he says something it's meaningful and amazing..
he's not afraid of public displays of affection...and this is so incredibly important to me...i'm a very affectionate person...
and he's mine all mine..
i was trying to think of how i'd describe him...
he's got light brown eyes, that twinkle when he looks at me.
dark brown hair, and currently a molhawk.
lips that are the perfect middle ground between too thick and too thin..
and the absolutely most perfect teeth..beautifully white, and perfectly straight..
he's that perfect height where he's tall enough that i feel tiny next to him, but on tip toes i reach his lips perfectly.
he's got deliciously white skin...it's beautiful...
he's nearly as stubborn as i am...he knows how to push all my buttons...and better yet he's not afraid to do it.
people always consistently describe him as the nicest guy...
he makes friends every where we go..people just seem to flock to him.
he's smart in ways that i'll never be...i can read about things and understand..but he's got that common sense that i am forever lacking...
if you need something done, a favor or a helping hand, he's the person you want to ask.
when we were friends back in high school, he's the person i would call first when my boyfriend broke up with me, he's the one who tried to cheer me up...
he's the person who helped me with my calculus when i freaked out about it...in fact he's the one that helped my brothers with calculus too.
he's got the greatest sense of humor, he makes me giggle and laugh..
he rubs my back when it hurts...
he didn't kill me when i puked in his car.
we've been going out since i was 17, and we've both changed so much...and some how we've stayed together..it's amazing when i think about it.
he doesn't realize how gorgeous he is..
he appreciates everything in life, and rarely takes anything for granted...ok sometimes he forgets how amazingly wonderful his girlfriend is, until smack him upside the head...
he plays with my dog, and loves him nearly as much as i do.
he's one of the only guys i've ever known who i haven't grown tired of.
he's not one of those guys who always knows what to say, he's someone who when he says something it's meaningful and amazing..
he's not afraid of public displays of affection...and this is so incredibly important to me...i'm a very affectionate person...
and he's mine all mine..
and i would so remove this long rambling journal entry, now that i've had some sleep, i don't want anyone to see it...and umm of course the site keeps crashing my fucking browser every time i try to edit it...boo...
[Edited on Oct 14, 2003 7:09AM]