confidence confidence confidence. does someone want to give me some?
i've been so busy lately. and this weekend is going to be busy busy busy too. whoo...i'll be gettin busy. ha...making like the bunny rabbits..
he's very excited about some gift he got me...i haven't gotten him anything...hmmm i suck. i am a horrible girly friend. i am going to cook for him though...that counts...
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i've been so busy lately. and this weekend is going to be busy busy busy too. whoo...i'll be gettin busy. ha...making like the bunny rabbits..
he's very excited about some gift he got me...i haven't gotten him anything...hmmm i suck. i am a horrible girly friend. i am going to cook for him though...that counts...
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i've got spongebob panties on!!
i can't sleep!!
my tummy hurts!!
i made rice crispy treats!!!
this week i got the nicest email from an sg member. it was super sweet, and i am a super idiot cuz i haven't responded to it yet.
this week i also got one of the creepiest emails from someone. seriously it was icky to the extreme.
this weekend...
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i can't sleep!!
my tummy hurts!!
i made rice crispy treats!!!
this week i got the nicest email from an sg member. it was super sweet, and i am a super idiot cuz i haven't responded to it yet.
this week i also got one of the creepiest emails from someone. seriously it was icky to the extreme.
this weekend...
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oso:
oh yeah....*rubs* for your sore tummy.
mylf:
mmmm... I 
rice crispy treats!!
I wish it was only a song in my head that has kept me from sleeping the last couple nights.
rice crispy treats!!
I wish it was only a song in my head that has kept me from sleeping the last couple nights.
mmmm i have nothing to say. that is life.
i'll give you candy
give you diamonds
give you pills
give you anything you want.
100 dollar bills.
i'll give you candy
give you diamonds
give you pills
give you anything you want.
100 dollar bills.
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mccaslin1977:
Usually when I have nothing to say I just make stuff up. Just don't tell anyone else. 
today i cried for the first time in a long time. it's amazing how sometimes some one can say something and unintentionally set off a whole string of bad emotions.
sometimes i am such a fucking girl.
instead of dinner i ate brownies and took sleeping pills. it is not something i'd recommend
i am an emotional idiot.
FUCK.
thanks.
sometimes i am such a fucking girl.
instead of dinner i ate brownies and took sleeping pills. it is not something i'd recommend
i am an emotional idiot.
FUCK.
thanks.
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oso:
who said it?
i'll kick their teeth in!!!
sorry darlin'. hope ya feel better quick.
i'll kick their teeth in!!!
sorry darlin'. hope ya feel better quick.
jjay:
i don't feel much these days
i am only human. i need to keep reminding myself of this. some times i just gotta admit that i can't do everything.
(spelling and grammar are right on the top of that list of things i can't do)
(spelling and grammar are right on the top of that list of things i can't do)
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mccaslin1977:
but you can do everything.... at least that's what the voices in my head say.
as far as the spelling and grammar, i can't help you there.
laters
as far as the spelling and grammar, i can't help you there.
laters
mccaslin1977:
there, now we can be friends.
if you like the other stuff you gotta watch dave chapelle. he makes me laugh too hard. it hurts sometimes. but i like it - does that mean i'm a mascocist?
so long for now....
if you like the other stuff you gotta watch dave chapelle. he makes me laugh too hard. it hurts sometimes. but i like it - does that mean i'm a mascocist?
so long for now....
wow.
that describes this weekend.
fabulous.
i didn't really do much, but i got to play with puppies. and i barely left the bed. mmmmm yes. i am very happy.
i am too tired for homework and for commenting. sleep now, and think later.
that describes this weekend.
fabulous.
i didn't really do much, but i got to play with puppies. and i barely left the bed. mmmmm yes. i am very happy.
i am too tired for homework and for commenting. sleep now, and think later.
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tanar:
I need a wow weekend that involves me not getting out of bed. Got some pics if you're interested.
jint:
I can't remember to have had a 'wow weekend' in a long time... But soon I will have one.
Seeing Kraftwerk on the 14th and The Raveonettes on the 16th.
Seeing Kraftwerk on the 14th and The Raveonettes on the 16th.
you give me that yummy feeling in my tummy. 
have a nice weekend every body!
have a nice weekend every body!
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lv:
Hope you're driving safely.
Yeah, my fishtank is horrible too....hey, if you're at home, how are you supposed to clean yours?!?!
If you do have more time, try the book out. With small chapters, it is far too easy to just read 5 minutes in small chunks if you're ever waiting between classes or something. However, don't read it if you're a devout Catholic or can't take Catholic Church criticisms without flying off the handle.
Yeah, my fishtank is horrible too....hey, if you're at home, how are you supposed to clean yours?!?!
If you do have more time, try the book out. With small chapters, it is far too easy to just read 5 minutes in small chunks if you're ever waiting between classes or something. However, don't read it if you're a devout Catholic or can't take Catholic Church criticisms without flying off the handle.
jasechase:
Just wanted to say hoya hoya! Peace. - Jase
seriously, i know it's time to go home when my mom emails me and it brings tears to my eyes. yeah...it's weird because neither of my parents are very emotional or very affectionate, and then i move away and suddenly they are. and it's kinda great...makes me feel all loved inside.
what the fuck is up with every other girl on this site wanting to...
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what the fuck is up with every other girl on this site wanting to...
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apologees:
never been homesick before.....well, not since i was 12 or something...
you arent a very good stalker.
better question: why is every girl on this site EXCEPT YOU trying to be an SG?
you arent a very good stalker.
better question: why is every girl on this site EXCEPT YOU trying to be an SG?
cc_baxter:
belly rub for ya. i know what you mean about interviewing,
but getting there really is the hard part. just remain calm and positive. employers like it when you sound confident.
and remember to negotiate. when they tell you what you
they want to pay you, sound dissapointed and then ask for
other kinds of perks besides money, better hours/days etc...
my latest journal entry has a few other tips for the would be
employed as i too am searching for that high paying car ear.
hugs and 's
cc
but getting there really is the hard part. just remain calm and positive. employers like it when you sound confident.
and remember to negotiate. when they tell you what you
they want to pay you, sound dissapointed and then ask for
other kinds of perks besides money, better hours/days etc...
my latest journal entry has a few other tips for the would be
employed as i too am searching for that high paying car ear.
hugs and
's
cc
i feel like i'm waiting. like something is about to happen. do you know what i mean? hmmm...
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oso:
damn.
now i can't remember what it was. i knew i should have written it down.
you going to the Burlesque show??
ya could always come up here ya know, be closer.
maybe one of the girls here even put you up for the night.....
now i can't remember what it was. i knew i should have written it down.
you going to the Burlesque show??
ya could always come up here ya know, be closer.
maybe one of the girls here even put you up for the night.....
oso:
tragic.
i cannot do anything without making a mess. seriously i am a disaster lately.
i also apparently can't do anything without getting a bruise. i have so many bruises its disgusting. but i don't remember doing anything to get the bruises.
i have a headache. and a lack of concentration. today was way too long.
but tomorrow is weds. which is practically friday. yippie!!
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i also apparently can't do anything without getting a bruise. i have so many bruises its disgusting. but i don't remember doing anything to get the bruises.
i have a headache. and a lack of concentration. today was way too long.
but tomorrow is weds. which is practically friday. yippie!!
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apologees:
1. noone commented on this entry
2. you have such a nice ass.
2. you have such a nice ass.
mmm yes...
yippie! i'm done with school for today. still have tons of homework to do, but i'm done with classes. this is nice.
tomorrow is going to be hell, because of some stupidness from 10:30-5, i am going to be in class. straight. that is a long time. its gonna be rough. i need to eat like every two hours, that's what's gonna be...
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yippie! i'm done with school for today. still have tons of homework to do, but i'm done with classes. this is nice.
tomorrow is going to be hell, because of some stupidness from 10:30-5, i am going to be in class. straight. that is a long time. its gonna be rough. i need to eat like every two hours, that's what's gonna be...
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calle:
I'm glad to hear that you are in a wonderful moor, sure beats the alternative. I hope that this week passes quickly for you so that you can have your fun nakedness time with the boy. That's what I'm trying to plan with my new shoulder I haven't felt sexy yet. But I'm working on it!
Have a wonderful time, and thanks for looking in on me!
Have a wonderful time, and thanks for looking in on me!
jjay:
school is stupid
i am feeling so darn mushy today. mushy in numerous ways.
"its blue, but it smells like orange" that is what i hysterically said and was laughing about after working on his car late into the night...when we took a break to eat, and were using that funny grainy stuff to wash our hands. because it was blue, and it smells orange. and he was...
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"its blue, but it smells like orange"
that is what i hysterically said and was laughing about after working on his car late into the night...when we took a break to eat, and were using that funny grainy stuff to wash our hands. because it was blue, and it smells orange. and he was... Read More
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mccaslin1977:
Have you ever seen "Play Misty for Me"? If you aspire to be a stalker then you must watch that one. You've got the nice, innocent look about you so that's a plus as well. Good Luck...
And get some sleep
And get some sleep
quasi_sean:
Spongebob doesn't scare me...now, that damn Dora the Explorer....
I won't sleep for weeks....
I won't sleep for weeks....
My DC trip has been postponed a bit. The internet connection out there wasn't planned until the 19th...and if that's not present, my trip out there would be pretty useless. So it's been put on hold for a few weeks.
It's been busy here too...didn't get home until 8 last night...some far-too-complicated government contract where they have this hugely "aggressive" timeline. I like how my superiors call it aggressive....it's a nice buzzword for "fucking insanely recklessly short" timeline. It's exciting though, but a ton of work and research in a short amount of time with very little room for error.
Anyway, yeah, Harry Potter...I miss that movie too! I consoled myself by buying a few last night..Freddy vs Jason (ugh, the commentary sucks horribly) and a movie I've always looked for on DVD but only now see it's out: Rainman. I also bought Under the Tuscan Sun...which i a good movie, but I bought it for a girl (not a girlfriend, and not for Valentine's Day...her bday is the 13th).
Court, law, school...I guess it's been far overdue that I should ask, but I can only assume you attend Drake? I actually live in the area sort of southwest from Drake, on 35th. Have two roommates, a girl friend and a gay boy and our two kitties (uh oh, and my fish which I haven't fed in days....ack!).
i too suffer from a lack of it
awkwardness is just charisma without direction