I am ready to talk about what happened at work yesterday. I was sexually assaulted. I was doing my job trying to look things up and process purchase orders. An older lady coworker came over to my station and asked my name I jokingly covered up my name tag she told me to quit hiding my boob then she proceeded to try and grab at...
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The heart by Reapercrm
The words can heal me
Or slice me down
Fade back to darkness
It is the home I know
I control the world in my darkness
Lub-dub
The light fears me
I actually fear it
I’m spent so long in the darkness
I can’t take the brightness
You made me whole again
Lub-dub lub-dub
If the raven caws in the darkness...
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Truths and wrongs by Reapercrm
Born out of sin
Raised in hell
Burnt by reality
Must hide in shame
Lead to anger
Hatred is all that burns
Kept the heat going
The soul left eons ago
Nothing good left in this husk
Fear utilized as a tool
Can’t let anyone in
Father was right
Word used was worthless
As the gaze falls upon
Hide in...
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The war within by Reapercrm
If I kill the meaning before it’s said
I won’t hurt like It did back then
The world kept spinning with me
Stuck in a rut looking dead upon it
Wishing someone come and help wake me
Every night is like world war three in my mind
How is it I survived the battles
The bloodied results when I fought...
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Dark mind by Reapercrm
In my own mind again
Hopelessly lost without a map
I could use a compass
Circumnavigate my design flaw
I just want to relax
I need out of my own head
Always stuck in second gear
The puzzle of life is together
Just to find one piece missing
Can’t seem to find it
In my own mind again
Hopelessly lost without...
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Metal Rose by Reapercrm
The way the light glistens off her body
Such intricate designs highlight the beauty
Catch all eyes steeling a view of her form
Radiates
The thorns made of steel
With just a prick of the finger
I knew I want to hold its beauty high
A red rose is known for its scent and beauty
A black rose stands out for
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Music in my heart by Reapercrm
The sound of silence echoed
My soul was Crawlin in the dark
Struggling to climb the Stairway to Heaven
I was Broken
My angel of mercy came in
Made the music in my heart pour out
I don’t have the Moves like Jager
Just to hear a voice through the Lips of an Angel
The Animal I had become...
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Icewall by Reapercrm
Frozen in time
It beat but wasn’t the same
I had become a zombie in my skin
Couldn’t justify which way to live
Then it happened
With just a glance of those eyes
I was lost and swimming
The aura that radiated
Led to a calm zen like zone
When it happened
In that very moment a crack formed
The ice wall...
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Not gonna lie I started to write poetry again but when I go to post it sounds way too much like a Sleep Token song.
alexislust:
It doesn't matter what it looks like or what people think of you when you reveal it in poetry. It's wonderful. If the brain generates lines, then it is necessary. So this is how the brain can say what it cannot say in simple words.
reapercrm:
Truth be told is the way words come together it just sounds like that band
I am proud of myself I truly tried to integrate with people at Sonic Temple. I met the most beautiful creature known to man and actually talked to her. The individual with her almost sent me into a dark spiral of depression but I bounced back
headshot:
A person is defined by their actions, not by the rewards they receive for them. Great job! ❤️ You really have something to be proud of.
reapercrm:
It takes a lot for me to put myself out there around people
How can I overcome this problem without therapy?
When I was younger, my father told me I was a moron because my school work wasn’t done after only 20 minutes.
He was a verbally abusive father and while he never hit me he did go after my two older half brothers
Fast forward a few years (2010-2011) my parents had been divorced for over a...
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