Happy NYE my sweets! The night before last, something said had triggered my depression pretty badly. Of course dealing with depression is a daily battle, but this was more of an episode. Today is the first day I am eating, bathing, and speaking again. I couldn't get out of bed, and was in pretty bad pain. I have been battling bipolar depression (along with a buttload of other mental travesties) since I was a very young girl. This episode was pretty bad, but I am thankful to be feeling better now, especially with the holiday. I have missed many celebrations with friends and family through out my life due to the monsters in my head, and it doesn't make it any better to know that you are not partaking in the happiness and joy with your loved ones.
For anyone who may not be having the happiest of holidays, know that you are loved, you are not alone, and you will always have someone to go to, even if it's just in your mind. 💜
