reanimateme

I normally wouldn't write another journal so soon from my last, but I need to vent.

I'm so fucking sick of this, I can never have nice stuff. For one, I'm on this whole materialism trip right now and being sick of it, but being raised in America I can't denie it.

(God damn fuccin childhood brainwashing)

Anyway, I got this new van ya? Well, I'm at home and I have to arc it around this inclined intersection. (cause my house is the corner house in the hills) So I just make it rounding the street and then I slowly coem upon a tree, I think I can make it just by said tree...

Sadly, that would not give me reason for said 'venting.'

So it gets stuck... I and not all like "crap we have to pull out the van or cut down the tree suck." It's just "cut off the little nub like this big

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Fucc I'm so disappointed in myself. Now tha tlittle nub (that I duccin chopped off, btw) is gonna cost me liek 300 neon toilet papers to fix this dent.


Grrrrrr!

I'm sad.



(In it making me depressed to talk about I have stopped talking about said dent.)

*Sigh*