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Well, here comes my funk again. I'm restless and tired of staying inside the lines.
I was just telling a friend that I'm the "fuck it" queen and it feels like it's that time again. Time for me to do something to totally irresponsible and stupid, with heavy consequences. Self destructive. Yeah, I'm a fucked up fuck-up.
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commonman:
Just make sure the heavy consequences aren't literal, like having a piano dropped on your head. That would suck. I get the funk, too, but somehow I keep it in the lines. Maybe I shouldn't. Let me know how it goes. PS, you've probably seen this but I include it because it makes me laugh:
sg_old_dog:
I love your new profile pic!!! eeek eeek eeek

Thanks for the tips, I've been up for 4 hours and am starting to feel better.

FUCK IT!! are the words for this weekend. Well then, I'm gonna rent a car and drive out to the Maryland coast and get nekked on the beach. Hope they don't mistake me for a great white smile , or a sperm whale biggrin

Now listen up girl, you may get fucked up, but you are not a fuck up, is that clear! Out side the lines, over the line, over the edge, are all good things but please come back to us in one piece. smile kiss
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--Scream Of The Butterfly--

A creature made of sunshine, her eyes were like the sky.
Rabbit howls like something old as we twitch to her lullaby.
The scalpel shines in god's sunshine.
Street lights whisper pain.
Down here near the poison stream our god has gone insane.

She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair.
With blood on her hands into the sun...
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sg_old_dog:
My head hurts. frown puke
jb:
In about an hour. I will get pictures up. have a great day! biggrin
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So ya wanna read my delerious ramblings, hmm? Well, sorry to disappoint you but after my "cat" nap, I'm not so delirious anymore. I'm not even feeling mean or vengeful or anything! That's not to say I'm full of love and warm fuzzies for my fellow man or anything. Just that if I were at work right now, I would probably be able to explain...
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madscience:
Great minds must think alike! I was just talking about going into the sex industry in my journal. We could combine forces and take over the world!!
sg_old_dog:
Yes Mistress Jollyexecutioner.
May I lick your boots and wash your dishes? biggrin
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Well shit. I took too long with my journal entry and the stupid thing logged me out! Oh well. Probably for the best. I'm sure no one needs to read my delerious rants and ramblings.
Sorry 'bout that. I'll try again after work, tomorrow. frown
Just one more day then I've got 4 days off!!! I can do it, I know I can! All I need...
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real_grrrl:
I lucked out and had to call in, today!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

Ha! Be careful what you say because when sleep deprived (which has become the norm for me) I can hang with the big dogs, baby. wink Did you ever notice that benzos last longer on top of sleep deprevation? That's like having a buy one get one free coupon!

Yep, I went off about my abusive faceless fucks, and those damn Hiltons and I forget what else. Too bad. Oh well, I'm sure that window will open again, soon.

Well, my lovies, I think I'm going to lay my fuzzy blanket on teh floor, open the blinds to let the sun-shine in, get naked, pet my kitty and take a nice little nap in the sun. After all, it's not like I have to be at work today!!!!! biggrin

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sg_old_dog:
Your last paragraph has my mental imagery running wild. My dear, please understand that when you put forth such descriptions of your actions that the productivity of the free world slows. Compliments to you. Glad you got the day off and Id love to read your ramblings.
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Man, it's time to go to work again. frown
I shoulda been born a Hilton. Stupid bitches.
So, I'll come back to play after I take my daily 11 hr verbal abuse from those faceless fucks. Keep sending me good vibes as I struggle not to launch the verbal homicide I so desperately crave, upon these fuckers. I don't know how much longer I can hold...
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commonman:
I don't think I'd want to be a Hilton. Pierce Brosnan, maybe, but not a Hilton.

What oh what do you do that you have to do it for 11 hours on a Sunday? And have people abuse you?

I will never stop speeding. It's hard enough to keep it below 80. But I guess I can eat more fruit.

I just read your favorite bands, and now I have Motorhead in my brain.
madscience:
Verbal abuse, faceless fucks, do you work for a customer service phone number or something? Suck. mad

Don't the Hiltons remind you of robots with their almost scary utter lack of personality? robot puke
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love kiss love kiss love kiss love !!!!!!
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stomp:
LAMB OF GOD!!!
real_grrrl:
Ahhh, the memories...L.O.G. doing a show in my town, last year during one of their "off-tour" nights with Ozzfest. I was the runner and they worked my like a dog, but were oh so gracious and most appreciative after the show. wink
No, I didn't do the band or anything. Just sucked off the tour mgr. eeek Just kidding! Been to 2 more shows since then and will see another one the end of this month!!!
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Good god y'all! I finally friggin' got this mother-fucker to work!!
Okay, these are all head shots because I did them myself and don't know how to work the stupid camera that well!
BUT, I've got some more pics (taken by someone else) on the way.
Aaaahh.........NOW I can sit & enjoy my Jager! Might have a shot of Jager with a 151-back? Or maybe...
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Okay, I'm gonna keep trying. I'm determined to make this work, damn it!!!! I hate being a luddite!! A fact I can do nothing about, but still................
Wish me luck!
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zode:
Do you need some help?
zode:
So I just discovered you left a post on my 31 March journal today April 08, 2005 08:51 PM.
Most people would not of noticed that as they usually only look to their latest journal and to the Box on their page in the upper right hand corner that has your SG name and how many comments posted.
If youre going to leave a post for someone maybe click on the profile link right under their profile picture as that will take you to his or her latest journal.

It might be helpful to spend time looking at the posts in the Newbie group.

Its no big deal and mostly everybody on the site is Great.
You seem like a Kool Funky Gal.
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God, I've been fucking with this computer all day, trying to add some recent pics and this demon from hell isn't cooperating AT ALL! mad

I think it was a lost cause after I started with the Jager & Xanax. I ws thinking I'd shill out a bit and things might take on a better perspective, right? HELL no. Different, for sure, but not any better....
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sg_old_dog:
yes yes yes friends.

no no no mixing jager and 151. I'd like you to be around long enough to get to know ya.

The pics are all mine, thanks. They come and go depending on my mood. I just bought the canon a510, my first digital, fun little toy. I suspect I'll get into some trouble with it.

For site questions and answers check through the newbies group. I'll be glad to help too but I'm still fucking up sometimes. My best is posting the same comment 4 times because I kept hitting the back botton on the browser.
Hint 1. after submitting a comment, click one of the other links on the page, any will do, hope not the log out frown

newbies

Later.
madscience:
No need to be sorry! wink Welcome to SG. Love your nickname.
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Oh my freakin' head!! Stayed up way way too late (or early) and spent way too much time w/ my 151. Haven't been to bed yet, but that's where I'm headed now.

On the plus side, I finally pulled out of that damn "funk" I was in....if anyone cares. 'Night.
sg_old_dog:
I like the name, so I thought I'd drop by and say welcome.
Have to ask, is it a mix of Jager and 151? in which case -holy shit.
Glad you're out of the funk, they suck. I'm heading into one this weekend, hope to get out by tuesday,
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okay, it's another day and i'm gonna try and shake this "funk" i've been in. wish me luck.

think i'll get off my ass & do something productive, today.

later!
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Okay, that pic is a year or two old, and it's not exactly what I want posted, but I'm having PC probs and (for now) that's all I've got. I just didn't wanna feel like a "faceless fuck" anymore.
I'll put a better one up as soon as I trash this peice of crap PC & get everything loaded onto another one.
kirin_ka:
Welcome to the site.
real_grrrl:
Hey, thanks! I haven't been able to wander around here, much, but I hope I'll be around for awhile!