rd666

I can feel Depression slowly coming back to me. The fear of rejection pushes me further against the gun. I feel it's cold salvation pushing against my head. But I still don't have the strength to pull the trigger. All I can do is drown into my tears while I search for the power to end all this. I'm just an empty shell now, all...
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I broke my back on monday cause of my stupid job, now since then I've been wasting my time at home with full pay But the days are long with nothing to do My stupid doc is already sending me back to work on sunday and she said that if I had trouble to go see her again!!!!! I can't bend or stand for more...
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I just uplaoded 2 pics of my new car in the my babies folder!!!!! Now I can stop talking about it so much

Yay got my car and it's so cool!!!!! I'll have to take lots of pictures for you to see!!!!

Can't sleep even though I want to!!!!! I hate that I went to sleep at about 2 in the morning, drunk, and at 7 I couldn't sleep anymore!!!!! I hate it but those days I can't seem to be able to sleep past 8 even though I could

Yesterday my car dealer calls me and says we received your car it'll be ready tuesday. I'm so happy I got to see it but now I find that tuesday is so far away It's so hard to wait for something you've wanted for so long, I've been waiting to be able to buy this car since last september!!!!!!

Last night I got a call from toyota credit and they accepted me without needing my fathers signature!!!! So now all I have to do is wait for the call telling me that they received my car and that I can go pick it up!!!!! I received my call today and the car will be ready early next week

I still haven't received any news on when I'll get my car, I hat to wait especially when I don't have the slightest idea about when the wait is going to be over

I finally ordered my car but now the stupid bitch who works for credit toyota made me stress a lot because of so many stupid things, I just wanted to strangle her. At least my parents told me they would sign for me if I don't receive de credit In other news, I finally tried to enlist for the auto mecanics class that I want...
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Last night while I was trying to sleep all I could hear was my parents fighting about the fact that my life is really going nowhere fast. My father was telling that he didn't give a fuck about what I was going to do just as long as it paid well. While my mother was telling him that I needed to find something that I'd...
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