razrbladeboi

Imagine a time of pure feeling, of knowing where you were and who was who
a vison of yesterday pains the future say hello to tommorow
i wish my good bye had been more than nothing a bang rather than a bust
i wish for what i dont have i need to be home need the things that mattered the most the things that made feel like i used too
now i only feel the obligation
i can fit inside my emptiness and see out of my window into a white hell
a paradise of frostbite , mooseturd mountians
a montage of faces i loose to the present they mean so much more then i will ever elude to all i can do is prey for a sharp memory because i cant imagine the thought of them not being there not being a part of me a part of my life a hardship tour for someone who was,is so connected to all things that are my home
the warm air, blue sky, hot yellow sun
the new mexico i miss is slowly fading from my heart .