razorshimmy

I.... I have a date... I can't believe this...
I'm trying not to get overly excited about the idea, but all I can think about is how badly I would like to not screw it up, which, of course, raises the likelihood that I'll completely screw it up. This is one of three dates I've managed to get in the past two years, and I can't stop being giddy and dumb. I've got to calm down.
I can't calm down.
Ohhhhh, man, I am sooo gonna fuck this up...

*also, I may have mentioned the fact that I don't really date in previous posts. This is still true, as this isn't so much a "date" date as it is us getting together, with friends present, with the idea in mind that maybe at some point there could be something there. So... there.*

EDIT: Ooops. Um. Nevermind. No date.