razorshimmy

Still feels like I'm doing something wrong, like I expect something out of people that I shouldn't. Went out last night, sat about with folks and had a fine time. After I left, and drove around, looking for my friends place, where I was supposed to meet him, something felt wrong, I became depressed, felt bad.
I really like all the folks I've met since I've been here, but something still feels wrong, maybe. Fuck, maybe I have no idea, and I'm just as ballsed up in my head as I feel I probably am.
I'm sure, the next few entries, they'll be happier.