razor13

i am leaving the jail and not sure how it all balances in the end but i do know that leaving a jail is always preferenntial to entering one, and as i walked down the steps and back to freedom an old hippie snarled at me "time wounds all heals" and i was like "fuckin' a" and my wounds got a lil' bit of a scab goin' now, RIP nestor, i just heard, went out on his shield anyway...like a rider, adios amigo....so i was a lil' bit of a sore pussy about turning myself in and i let it show, but now paranoia is back to normal, i was a lil' amazed at how it got out of control so quick, addie, the bass player of chix pax, is bartending at the silver lion in oakland and i am sure folks will be there to remember their lost homie, so big um's it will be for the night and let a few good ones cry on my shoulder if they have to, the world keeps on spinning, i have some freedom after a night of sitting in a closed room and hoping some other shoe didn't drop somewhere, luck runs in whirlpools, changing directions with the multiple spinning currents, you have to ride and some times you get drug down by it when it goes against you too much, and you have to hang on til you can catch your breath again, you have to survive it, as rednose used to say when he was here "i'll sleep when i'm dead" he wore that phrase out, and if he was still here he would still be wearing it out..... in peace my friends, rest now, in peace....as it keeps on goin'.....as we are born into the daylight we will pass into the twiligfht and the stars will be our guide home....