razor13

i am sick from a bad taco truck, it happens, i usually don't fuck with the sour cream, but the person that ordered for me didn't know that and i was hungry and in a hurry, and i ate the burrito anyway, and after puking all night and all morning i now wish i now wish i had not been so careless, fire burn babylon, fire burn sour cream, fire burn me belly...i feel a lil'better, i have writer's block and i am way behind on a script that is currently begun shooting without me, and i am broke and missed work today cuz of sick belly, and there are a couple of other things, i need a break in the torrent of bad luck that has run against me lately, just a break, a lil' daylight, the storms came in waves, with breaks of sunshine that would push through the clouds until they would be overtaken again by the storm, i dream of dolphins and hawaii, and i watched a movie called full frontal when i awoke, mixed feelings about it, it seemed to be a movie made for industry people, some of the references were a lil' movie biz centric, but there was some interesting use of dv edits and such, it is just that you get the feeling that the star power cast thought they were really chic for making that film and that kinda makes me wanna say fuck off for that one, but i was irritable and sick, so i will have to watch it again to really take it in proper context and then if it is still fuck off hollywood, then fuck off hollywood it is, if you like dancehall then you know the 44 flat riddim is the hottest right now and that is nice for me cuz it is based on a beat i sold last fall and even though i don't get no royalties or anything i am hopin' it will lead to some work, cuz i need to sell some of these beats or make new ones that are viable for use because that makes you feel like you are vital to make music that people dance and party and fuck to...that is why i do it, that and the money, oh yeah, the lawyer got my problem dropped for now, but the other guy can still try to sue for damages, but since there wasn't any i figure i might be all right, unless he tries to pull some ol' bullshit, which would be par for my course these days, i want to go down to l.a., but i will wait til after the prom thing, so i am in the bay til then, just going through the whole life cycle and hopin' i can reverse a couple of processes before they get the better of me....ciao, adios, aloha...