razor13

i was going to smoke somethin' and drink somethin' cuz i was a lil' sad today, i woke up in the upper haight, drove through the park, took 19th ave. out to the g.g. bridge and through marin on the 101n hit the larkspur landing offramp, i used to live there, past san quentin, i also used to live there, thuogh its hard to call that living, over the richmond bridge, past the old studio in el cerrito, past berkeley, got off in n.oakland, stopped at the spot on 61st to see the dogs, i looked at my friends ashes that we keep in a jack daniels bottle, felt a lot of emotions in a big conglomeration pushing on my heart, i feel the storm that is on the horizon, i miss a lil' girl that made me smile, i still haven't smoked or drank....but, the day is still young, and i am still catching feelings, now i am in east oakland, down on international, i don't want to sell nothing and i don't want to buy nothing, i just want to look at all the cars in the auto impound, a graveyard of hopes and dreams, transportation interrupted, the reminder of the dying, i will sink slowly into the west like a heavy sun behind the storm clouds, unseen....unloved?understood?unhinged?unaccustomed?....a lil' bit of everything, a mixed bag of tricks.....