razlance

I always want to write a new blog but things really have been boring lately.

I used to love my job. Now I hate it. I need to maybe start looking for something else. (Should have done it a along time ago.)

I got used by a girl. I don't know I feel awful, like pissed and sad at the same time. And I don't really want to write about it. Let's just say some girls can be pretty mean, here I will summarize:

After all I did for her, I didn't want her to just jump in my lap and be my girlfriend now, but.. One week she tells me she just can't have anything intimate right now. Then next thing I know she is telling me that she has a new boyfriend and to leave her alone. I must have given her at least 400 dollars in the past month, doing things for her, paying her bills. And that is what I get? Leave me alone? Not even a friendship? Ugh, she knew what I wanted, and she used that, lead me on. So horrible, so pissed, so sad, so broken.

So to get over a girl I bought some new computer parts:

I doubled my ram, now I have 16GBs. And I now have a samsung 840 pro SSD drive. Going to reinstall windows on this system here in the next couple days. The only thing left for this PC is another video card, but waiting for the prices to drop.

-Raz out