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Dreams,

Having strange dreams at night, usually I don't dream really hard. At least they don't wake me up like these ones do, it's hard for me to recall them now, but they are really strange. Why is it you can't remember them? Ever had a dream that you swear was real because while you're dreaming the alternate reality makes sense, as if it is always been that way. I wonder if it is ever possible to control your dream, to realize that you are dreaming and that you can do anything you want.

The girl that I try to be friends with even though I have feelings for her called me and talked to me, she was in trouble. Least I know that if she is in trouble she will talk to me. It feels good that I am one of the few persons she trusts that way. Her boyfriend apparently is a drug addict and got arrested. And he had lied to her about it, maybe she will finally realize he is no good. I can only hope. I try not to be negative about him, if she comes to me someday I want it to be on her own. Not me pushing her. All I do is try to be supportive and love her from a afar.

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