It's been a minute since I posted here but figured I'd go for it. I know I'm going home in a few months, but I don't care for some reason. I've really become apathetic to everything over here lately. Shit goes boom and I just look, and keep walking. I really can't describe it, it's almost as if my survival instinct has become so abused and warped that it shuts off unless the adrenaline pumps up. Even then, nothing really bothers me anymore. At the same time nothing scares me either. I don't get it. Have I become so desensitized to violence, and what not that I just don't care any more?
I hope that isn't the case, but on the same note, if that is true, then I really need a vacation. I'm just glad that this tour wasn't as stressful as the last.
I hope that isn't the case, but on the same note, if that is true, then I really need a vacation. I'm just glad that this tour wasn't as stressful as the last.