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-Dream-

The dream begins with me in a red lit room that is over a bar. I leave the room and walk through the bar. It has an Ocean theme, fishnets, plastic fish, a driftwood look to the walls. I walk up to the bar and no one acknowledges me. Then I see my Mom. But shes only about 18 or 20. I try and talk to her but she doesn't acknowledge me either.

I spend the whole dream following her about trying to convince her that I exist. All through the city I try to get someone to acknowledge my existence, but no one does.

This goes on for years. My siblings are born, though out of their order, as I am the oldest. I try and get them to acknowledge me. But they don't. My stepbrother has a different role in the family. My parents don't divorce. My siblings are not drug addicts. They continue their educations and become something to rival my dreams for them.

I wake up when I meet my nephew as an adult. Graduating college.