sorry this takes me so long and I seem to miss a few blogs 😕 but I'll catch up promise.
This blog homework is :
What am I thankful for this year? @rambo @missy @lyxzen
Honestly this year has probably been the hardest of my life so far. A lot has happened in such a short time my poor body and soul are trying hard to recuperate. But it's amazing how strong we are when we need to be. I spent a long time in a place where I was targeted singled out and bullied, and by my own boss having to deal with that everyday took a massive toll on me and my self worth, but the best thing I did was stand up for myself it may have taken me years but I got there. I also lost my recent partner very unexpectedly In a motor bike accident. I can still remember the day I found out and what it felt like to feel my heart break. I miss his smile his laugh and everything about him every minute of everyday. Somedays I find it hard to get up, but I do every morning I care for my beautiful furry family and I go about my day. This wasn't always the way I spent weeks in a darkroom under my Doona, life constantly throws us curve balls when we aren't looking. This year has bee hard because Iv felt lost, I lost a sense of myself. Who I was? What's I was doing with my life? Where I fit in? And then I got this opportunity thanks to the help of the amazingly beautiful @hylia for reaching out and giving me the confidence to try suicidegirls again. And @exkyu @countessa for being so amazing and giving me another chance to shoot with me, it was the most amazing day and so much fun it was the first time I truly enjoyed myself in awhile.
What am I thankful for?
Suicidegirls that's what I'm thankful for. This year has been a nightmare and Iv had to be stronger than I thought I could be. Suicidegirls has given me a place I fit in. Everyone is so accepting helpful and really helped to mend my heart. Sappy I know 😑 but it really has helped me to rebuild my confidence I'm finally rebuilding my foundation and discovering who I am again. I am so thankful for this community for everyone that likes my pictures and leaves kind words. You truly make my day ☺️ I love being apart of this amazing community and I only hope I have many more amazing memories with you all. ❤️❤️
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adoado:
It's hard to imagine that someone so beautiful could lack confidence, but we all have our inner demons to overcome and the twists and turns of our roller coaster lives to negotiate. It's hard to know where we fit in until we find people we love in a welcoming community. May the love and positivity help you find the person you aspire to be.
rayla:
That was really beautiful ❤️ thank you @adoado I appreciate you all