I have learned to hate everything and everyone now. Nobody loves me and nobody cares. I don't think that I can ever be able to know what love peace and happiness is. Successful in life is the other thing that I don't know what it is.. All these things Ill never be able to feel. I have no faith in anything anymore. Now I will be able to die alone depressed and never will be loved. I hate this shit shack I chose to live in around the back of the house I built when I had some brains.
