there are so many things i wish i could say, but i'm afraid to....
so further explaining yesterday's entry....my ex (who i spent three and a half years with) is dating someone else. I've been gone for less then a month. He called me crying all the time, begging me to come back, then all of a sudden "poof" he's better and he's got a new girl. i know i was the one who left, but this still hurts....a...
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randomdent:
I understand I dated someone for 5 years and being only 20 it was a big part of my life and when she was lost I cryed forever and even more so when she found someone new.
emily:
i know how you feel..
I'm so sorry..
I'm so sorry..it was like a knife went straight through my back and into my heart.
goddammit.
goddammit.
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miss_piss:
oh honey
Things continue to go well....it's almost kinda freaky....eternal pessimist that I am, I keep expecting something bad to happen.... 
Anyway, happy whatever-the-fuck-it-is-you-celebrate, everyone.
Anyway, happy whatever-the-fuck-it-is-you-celebrate, everyone.
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josh:
Happy whatever to you, too. 
london:
Happy solctice! er sumthin
So....
I have a job, and it rocks. I'm working for this organization called HSCO, coordinating Get out the Vote efforts for ballot measure 28. So if you're in Oregon, register and vote. Good money, cool colleagues, and I get to work from home. Home might be getting cooler too; a friend from high school has a room in his sweet apartment. And I had...
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I have a job, and it rocks. I'm working for this organization called HSCO, coordinating Get out the Vote efforts for ballot measure 28. So if you're in Oregon, register and vote. Good money, cool colleagues, and I get to work from home. Home might be getting cooler too; a friend from high school has a room in his sweet apartment. And I had...
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nebajoth:
You're right. Did a google search, and got some hits. Why on earth, in the present day, would I not automatically do that? Well, whatever. It's done now, and I'll soon be the richer for it, I'm sure. Thanks for the compliment about my playlist! I try to listen to good music. 
I just got turned on to Hot Hot Heat by a friend of mine, and absolutely love them. They performed here in town a while back, but I wasn't able to go see them.
I just got turned on to Hot Hot Heat by a friend of mine, and absolutely love them. They performed here in town a while back, but I wasn't able to go see them.
josh:
Congrats on the job!
I had my cards read today....I'm not a huge believer, but it's always interesting to see what someone can come up with. The woman who did my cards was actually pretty dead on about my situation and her reading made me happy. The best thing she said, though, was "Love isn't about how the other person feels. It's about how they make you feel."
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eatingchucky:
huh? what are you talking about?
london:
;o)
Well, the Paul Krugman reference didn't go over....oh well. I can say in my weird, insider referential way that there is something in this week's Willy Week that made want to poke my eyes....no more clues though.
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own cause you
Couldn't finish what you start....
-Elliott Smith
You broke your own cause you
Couldn't finish what you start....
-Elliott Smith
christine3782:
Yay! for librarians, indeed.
Song of the day, courtesy of the Dandy Warhols. This is probably the best representation of dating in Portland ever.
you've got a great car
yeah whats wrong with it today
i used to have one too
maybe i'll come and have a look
i really love your hairdo yeah
i'm glad you like mine too
see what looking pretty cool
will get ya
so...
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you've got a great car
yeah whats wrong with it today
i used to have one too
maybe i'll come and have a look
i really love your hairdo yeah
i'm glad you like mine too
see what looking pretty cool
will get ya
so...
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morgan:
I love that song, yes I do.
josh:
Actually, I'm not going out to drink...my friend called and he has family over tonight. Laaaaaaaaame. Oh well, there's always tomorrow..and the next day...and the next..... 
I'm all happy.
I love the Pixies. I love drinking. I love nice, sweet, cute boys. I love the movie "Secretary."
I hate the fact that I still have yet to find a job. Tomorrow I'm going to apply at the mall. Remind me why I went to college again.
I love the Pixies. I love drinking. I love nice, sweet, cute boys. I love the movie "Secretary."
I hate the fact that I still have yet to find a job. Tomorrow I'm going to apply at the mall. Remind me why I went to college again.
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grayblue:
yeah, i'm aware, my ex spent a year at wellesley. just an odd coincidence
stewd:
I have, your resumes here... ooops!
"Secretary" was H-O-Double T, HOTT, HOTT, HOTT!!!
I have to trek back to Urban Outfitters today... yay for rain!
"Secretary" was H-O-Double T, HOTT, HOTT, HOTT!!!
I have to trek back to Urban Outfitters today... yay for rain!