i'm one tired girl. the dj gig was superfun but i only got a few hours of sleep and had piles of work to get through today. i have a feeling i'll be going to sleep damn early tonight.
i've reached a point with my zine where i am having trouble deciding how personal i can get. obviously names and identifying details will be changed, but i really don't know how much of myself i am comfortable sharing. i try not to be one of those people who is too open, but i also try to share my thoughts and feelings with the people i'm close to. we'll see what happens.
question:
how old do you feel? growing up, i always felt more mature then most of my classmates, largely because i was a bookish nerd who read all time and could discuss theory and politics. now i see people my age who are married and have babies and working horrible jobs, and i feel like such a little kid. i make sure the cat gets fed, that's about it. i've lived through a lot, but i still feel like a silly girl sometimes....
i've reached a point with my zine where i am having trouble deciding how personal i can get. obviously names and identifying details will be changed, but i really don't know how much of myself i am comfortable sharing. i try not to be one of those people who is too open, but i also try to share my thoughts and feelings with the people i'm close to. we'll see what happens.
question:
how old do you feel? growing up, i always felt more mature then most of my classmates, largely because i was a bookish nerd who read all time and could discuss theory and politics. now i see people my age who are married and have babies and working horrible jobs, and i feel like such a little kid. i make sure the cat gets fed, that's about it. i've lived through a lot, but i still feel like a silly girl sometimes....
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I feel almost exactly like you do in the last paragraph. In high school people used to consider me a little old man; I was cranky, insular, too much into politics and book-larnin'. Now I'm much more social, but I feel incredibly immature now, as if I'm still living like sophomore. My friends having kids freaks me out, although I know that for any vaguely normal person that's the rule rather than the exception at this point.
I guess at least it's better than feeling old, eh?