rawkstar92

last night, bored and a little stoned, a sacked out in front of the tnt monday night law and order marathon. and i came to the conclusion that tnt really needs to stop running promos for their airing of the perfect storm. my ex will be out on a gloucester fishing boat in a week. the death rate for gloucester fishermen is high; there are statues commemerating them everywhere you look in that damn town.

someone posted in my journal last week that the reason i'm hurt by my ex being involved with someone new is that the new relationships i have aren't satisfying. he's right. but the one person i could see maybe having a satisfying relationship with has made it clear he's not interested, and i guess that's the way it goes sometimes. i've learned not to push too much, because it rarely ends well.

everything else continues to go pretty well. same old same old.

happy freakin new year.