so apparently i am an "i saw you" in the mercury this week. unless there is another blonde girl with the same tattoos who went to the same coffeeshop on the same day. i have a secret admirer. or a stalker.
the "i saw you" ads are cute and all, but i started thinking: "why are people so evasive about attraction and relationships?". i'm probably...
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the rest of the week:
tonight: gre prep, then anna oxygen at satyricon.
thursday: cal's housewarming party.
friday: radical cheerleaders meeting.
saturday: anti-hate march, indymedia radio meeting.
tonight: gre prep, then anna oxygen at satyricon.
thursday: cal's housewarming party.
friday: radical cheerleaders meeting.
saturday: anti-hate march, indymedia radio meeting.
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eatingchucky:
sounds good to me.
morgan:
yeah, i have some scars too that i would like to get fixed, if i could...but if i don't, i guess i'll survive. i'm just a little embarrased by them at times.
cribbed from spooky: tragedy they say is just comedy without the distance.
i'm having drinks with an emo boy tomorrow night and i'll be sure to tell him that. and then he'll cry. and then he'll write a song about it.
i am truly the essence of a postmodernist. i'll critique but i won't create.
i'm having drinks with an emo boy tomorrow night and i'll be sure to tell him that. and then he'll cry. and then he'll write a song about it.
i am truly the essence of a postmodernist. i'll critique but i won't create.
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josh:
Just try to not get drunk off like 1 drink. 
kinnie:
I'm actually still in high school... at a boarding school in Andover, MA.
I can't wait for college
I hate New England winters, so I think I'll be heading back West though.
I can't wait for college
I hate New England winters, so I think I'll be heading back West though.
going to look at a room tonight, then to my first gre prep class.
boy, isn't my life exciting?
also: solomon and gaenor is the hottest movie ever. in the history of the universe. without question.
one of the perks of being sick and staying home: watching hot movies and playing on the internet, all while slightly buzzed on dayquil.
boy, isn't my life exciting?
also: solomon and gaenor is the hottest movie ever. in the history of the universe. without question.
one of the perks of being sick and staying home: watching hot movies and playing on the internet, all while slightly buzzed on dayquil.
josh:
Noooooooooooooooooooo you can't leave me here in clackamas!!
demigauge:
dude i do tat normaly everyday...want to switch? school can't that hard..merf
well, i'm feeling better today....starting to work on planning events for the 15th, which is the next big anti-war day of action. i just joined up with the pdx radical cheerleaders so hopefully i'll have learned all the cheers in time for the next protest. i think i'll just hang out and watch movies with my friend cal tonight and see consolidated at berbati's tomorrow.
demigauge:
dude cheerleaders scare me...merf
but no i haven't heard johny cash's version of hurt..i think that would be rather interesting since well it is one of my favorite nin songs of all time
but no i haven't heard johny cash's version of hurt..i think that would be rather interesting since well it is one of my favorite nin songs of all time
winter_____:
Awesome!! Let me know if you need any cheering help.
i try to be tough and indifferent and blase, and sometimes it all feels like such an act. i envy people who have no regard for subtlety, who just spew their feelings everywhere. i mean, can they just not afford therapists or what? meanwhile, i just keep repeating "i don't care that i'm only better then nothing, because i don't care, don't care, don't fucking...
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sabine:
damn, i can relate so much...
sometimes i fear i'm too apathetic, but when i really analyze how i feel, it's the opposite, i seem to care way too much. it tends to lead to hurting a lot. but i don't think it's a bad thing in general..
sometimes i fear i'm too apathetic, but when i really analyze how i feel, it's the opposite, i seem to care way too much. it tends to lead to hurting a lot. but i don't think it's a bad thing in general..
morgan:
I used to have a lot of trouble with hiding my feelings and my thoughts...this is going to sound crazy, but i started telling MYSELF how i was feeling. Just saying it made me feel better, and it made it easier to start saying things to the people I needed to say things to.
measure 28 failed and saddam has botox.
please wake me when it's over.
please wake me when it's over.
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morgan:
head for the hills, ma baker!
that's what I'M doing.
that's what I'M doing.
scooter11:
Oh, by the way, I *loved* the hipster chart on your other journal; I needed the smile. 
Alas, I think I only hit 5 at most, so I will get kicked out of my neighborhood if anyone gets wind of it. (Hmm, maybe you can develop a scoring method, like a cheesy magazine survey? 7-Hipster! 4-6-mere geek; 1-3 modish suburbanite; 0, June Cleaver. Hmm, needs work.)
Alas, I think I only hit 5 at most, so I will get kicked out of my neighborhood if anyone gets wind of it. (Hmm, maybe you can develop a scoring method, like a cheesy magazine survey? 7-Hipster! 4-6-mere geek; 1-3 modish suburbanite; 0, June Cleaver. Hmm, needs work.)somewhere, the sixteen year old version of me is very happy.
the twenty two year old version, not so much.....
the twenty two year old version, not so much.....
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stewd:
Just remember what Beavis said.
"Uh... If things didn't SUCK how would we know what was COOL? Without SUCK there is no COOL."
"Uh... If things didn't SUCK how would we know what was COOL? Without SUCK there is no COOL."
scooter11:
If it's any consolation, the 28 campaign was called a "sophisticated grassroots operation" on NPR. Hooray!
I'm also impressed that you have a hand in 2 books already...
If it's any consolation, the 28 campaign was called a "sophisticated grassroots operation" on NPR. Hooray!
I'm also impressed that you have a hand in 2 books already...
hot hot heat rock rock rocked.
i was on katu news yesterday, handing out canvass packets. fifteen seconds of fame.
i was on katu news yesterday, handing out canvass packets. fifteen seconds of fame.
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jasechase:
What the heck is katu news? Your fame lives on here.
tonight: slobberbone at ash street
tomorrow: hot hot heat at the hollywood theater
bm 28 canvasses saturday and sunday mornings
five days til the election
and goddammit, i love the velvet underground.
tomorrow: hot hot heat at the hollywood theater
bm 28 canvasses saturday and sunday mornings
five days til the election
and goddammit, i love the velvet underground.
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scooter11:
Since I just saw him, I can't resist:
"A spooky note on a Fender bass/
Played less notes, left more space/
Stayed kinda still, looked kinda shy/
Looked kinda far way, kinda dignified/
How in the world were they making that sound?/
Velvet Undergroud"
Ah, your weekend seems so much more interesting. I went to a cocktail party at a professor's house tonight--does that officially make me bourgeois?
I am tired, I am weary.
"A spooky note on a Fender bass/
Played less notes, left more space/
Stayed kinda still, looked kinda shy/
Looked kinda far way, kinda dignified/
How in the world were they making that sound?/
Velvet Undergroud"
Ah, your weekend seems so much more interesting. I went to a cocktail party at a professor's house tonight--does that officially make me bourgeois?
I am tired, I am weary.
eris:
where are you canvassing?
Buck 65 is a cool fucking guy.
The poll numbers on measure 28 are really fucking close.
My new haircut is really fucking cute.
Things are pretty fucking good.
The poll numbers on measure 28 are really fucking close.
My new haircut is really fucking cute.
Things are pretty fucking good.
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klunko:
Let's see the haircut!
emily:
OoOh I just got my hair cut too!!I want to see your new hair cut!
no theme today.....
the protest was good. i heard an estimate that there were 30,000 people in portland, which rocks. it was very energizing and empowering and invigorating and all that jazz.
my new most favorite website is http://www.blackandredstar.com. check it out.
i have a couple parties to hit tonight....saw party girl at the clinton street theater and drank at dot's last night. probably will...
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the protest was good. i heard an estimate that there were 30,000 people in portland, which rocks. it was very energizing and empowering and invigorating and all that jazz.
my new most favorite website is http://www.blackandredstar.com. check it out.
i have a couple parties to hit tonight....saw party girl at the clinton street theater and drank at dot's last night. probably will...
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winter_____:
LSATs are definitely scary! Good thing I don't have to worry about them for a couple more years.
That website is really hard to read!
That website is really hard to read!
linz:
i am never drinking again...i cant wait to be home..
Alas, I'm the wrong person to answer your question. My speciality is the ambiguous "is this is a date or not?" outing; I never like to clarify things because I'm sacred of what the answer might be. When I had a temporary crush recently, a mutual friend asked if I had talked to her about it, and I looked at her as if she was crazy--why would I do that??? Obviously, that's pathological to some degree, but as you say it is a dilemma; getting rejected all the time isn't exactly a boon to mental health either.
Of course, since you're obviously aces, there's no dilemma in your case--I say go for it, the world is your oyster.
Things to do? Right. I think I'll play on SG for a while longer.
That rules that you are in the "I saw you" ads.
I read those religiously every week. It's kicks ass!
To answer your question: Money.
Money determines if I walk the line between too much and not enough.
JVB