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fake it til you make it, right?

oh, and if anyone can tell me who said that originally, they'll get a prize. a hint: she went to the college i did....
josh:
psh, quizzes are for people with spare time. wink
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"it's the stupid kick that makes you real"
scooter11:
Reality is always a kick in the head for me...
raven:
hey. thanks for even more great links.
i dont really know what that phrase means exactly but it sounds like it must have some kind of profound meaning to it.
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now back to our regularly scheduled overanalysis of the mundane....

based on some of the conversations i've had about my previous entry, i think that i have, in fact, bought into the "samantha jones/ bad girl" myth. i put up the facade of "look at me! i can run around and sleep with whomever i like! who needs love? i can't be hurt! let me...
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demigauge:
yeah i can be a bitch also in a realathinship....i think it just comes caturaly due to past realthionships....but yeah
scooter11:
Yeah, you're 1005 right about avoiding real life...my MA was strictly a dealying action. But it ended up workign out, at least to a point...
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i think i'm going to have a grief spiral carved on my chest...i need a new body modification and this would be a nice break from the norm. if anyone had any recommendations, let me know.
scooter11:
Sounds good to me. One of my favorite mods is a friend who had a red power fist tat on her foot--that was fucking cool.
I was telling everyone I met this weekend that I needed a vacation, and I just found out I'm getting a more or less free trip to Vegas via an academic pretext--yay! I guess I'll write about it next time...
raven:
whoo! thats sounds like it would be pretty damn cool.
thanks for the link- there is a plethora of galleries in williamsburg and they all lookgreat. i wouldnt know where to start.
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my mom once told me "quitters never win."

she was full of shit.

the trick is knowing when, how, and what (or who) to quit.
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i tend to rag on my sister for being twenty and engaged and having only slept with two boys in her entire life. but really, she's happy and i'm not. i drink alot and i have "fuck buddies" and...
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aoife:
That's cool. I've been trying to think of something in Hebrew that I want, because I have a maple leaf on one ankle and I'm thinking of putting something in French across my back, and that's one half of my family, and the Jewish side needs some love too...

I read what you wrote in Scooter11's journal, and I think I fall into that trap too. I come off as the tough girl who goes and gets what she wants, but really I care about people more than I should, and I freeze and can't handle things when they are really what I want. I can get phone numbers and drinks from every guy in the bar except the one that I really want....
eatingchucky:
oooohhhh tech stocks. FUN FUN FUN. I'm going through your pictures today, give me a ring, ok?
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possibly the best, saddest, and truest thing anyone ever told me was: " cortney, everything ends."

i just woke up, and i'm going to get coffee and a new york times, read, and watch the simpsons.
jasechase:
I love the NY times on a SUnday, especially the magazine! I am off to another Laker Game.
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get thee to a nunnery.

also: when someone says to you, "why does a smart girl do such stupid things?" is it a compliment or an insult?
scooter11:
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,/The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,/The pangs of despised love, the law's delay...

By the way, thanks for the freelancing link--great stuff!
scooter11:
Yikes. I dunno, isn't most people's romantic life fucked up in some way? Life is partly about expirenting and working things out, and you'll get to a good place, I hope.
I would--albeit for selfish reasons--like to think that this is a compliment. smile Here's my house keys and my ATM card...
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i got action AND i got a free t shirt.

that's my definition of a pretty good night.

also: go look at http://www.neurocrat.com to see some of my freelancing efforts.
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josh:
Happy Valentine's Day to you as well...I hope you have a fun (read: naughty) evening... wink
scooter11:
"Holding hands with an impotent dream"...
Hope yer V's day was OK. Mine, surpisingly, was--well, I guess I'll write about it.
I assume there's a march in Portland tomorrow? Hopefully, I will not be deported--I'm sure Ashcroft is working on legislation to allow foreign students to be executed without a warrant...
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i've been your mother
i've been your father
who could ask me for more
i've been your sister
i've been your mistress
baby i was your whore

anyone who knows who that is gets a kiss.

kiss
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spikybluegirl:
Do I get extra points for knowing that the name of the song is Been It?

Or for having the mp3?
eatingchucky:
hmmmm....nice picture, who took it?
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i find hobbits very sexy.

what is wrong with me?
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eatingchucky:
major issues!
morgan:
you're a pervy hobbit fancier!!!

Don't worry, so i am.

Sam and Frodo action = hott.
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i find hobbits to be very sexy.

what is wrong with me?
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new question: should i endure an extra month or two in the hinterlands in order to go to florida (or boston; preferably florida) in april and afford to move in to a studio?

also: is high fidelity not the best book (and best film) ever?

quote of the day:
"Twenty thousand roads I went down, down, down
And they all lead me straight back home...
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eatingchucky:
a have a copy of that song by Ryan Adams and Gillian Welch live. It is amazing.
morgan:
When I was on my plane back from Ireland, I was reading high fidelity AND the inflight movie was high fidelity.

Id on't have to tell you I was in heaven.