raw10grl

I think Martha Stewart should do a show on how to spruce up your cell. I also think that Suicide Girls needs a domestic goddess. Someone to knit scarves and make cookies in nothing but an apron. Sigh. I'd volunteer for the role, but I know nobody wants to see me naked.

i'm still looking for a job. i filled out a couple of applications yesterday, so hopefully it'll get me somewhere. i need just a little more cash for classes next quarter. ug. the piercing is slowly healing, and hopefully i'll be able to change the jewelry soon. blah blah blah blah blah. the news is depressing, and politics are suffocating. i wish i had some...
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I'm SO happy
My nathan asked me to take him back.
Now I kinda wish I had put those five days of being single to better use.
Of course I wouldn't trade him for anyone so it doesn't matter.
Sigh.

I went in to the library today and photocopied this painting done by Utamaro in 1788. It's fucking hilarious. I scanned it, but the pos...
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So I have a new ex now

And a new piercing

I miss him so much that it makes no sense to mention it

I never used to feel lonely even when I was alone, but now even if I'm surrounded by people I know and care about, I feel so completely helpless and miserable

All I can do is hope that eventually he'll change...
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started classes last week... my 3D design class is kind of a joke. i think i'm the only one who does any work. i haven't figured out how that is possible yet. what can i say? artists give artists a bad name.

the weekend after next i get to visit my bijou kitty and my boyfriend !!! AND... dun dun dun... get a new piercing!...
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my baby might be coming back he can help me break in my new old bed. there's promise of good times in that bed. it's bondage friendly

Disappoint me... come on... just do it man...

I miss my boyfriend I haven't seen him in over two weeks. I was going to see hi after work today, but then I remembered it's my daddy's b-day We don't have time for each other. I'm thinking we should just go our seperate ways.

just got back from the wilderness, backpacking in the sierras for a week and a half with the worst mosquitoes i've ever seen one of my cousins sprained her ankle with only 21 miles left to go and had to be helicoptered out the lightening storm on the last night was the best, scared me half to death, but it was great atmosphere for the...
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so my doctor's office called and it turns out that my elbow is fractured. when i went to the er over a week ago they said there wasn't anything really wrong and it wouldn't hurt for me to move it around. bastards. they took a shitty x-ray. but hooray! i got time off from work and in a couple weeks i get to go to...
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got in a car accident... car is totalled... that's one lousy birthday... my right elbow is locked up... huge bruises... at least i'm alive i guess, but now i have to depend on other people for help and rides. I feel so weak.

my car is leaking brake fluid. replaced the brake pads so there's no more squeaking, but now i need to bring it in and spend some real cash that i don't have. gonna go out and clean the car up so it looks respectable when i bring it to the mechanic. then i'm going to stay inside and observe the new roommates. i don't know...
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