It's September.
Two months and 10 days til my birthday...I think this year I am going to treat myself to a day at the spa! And the coolest thing is that I by that time I will have enough vacation days saved up to take that day and the next off and get paid for it! I fucking love CTO time. My job rocks for no other reason than I get to be paid to go on vacation! I am not letting it get to me how boring it is...or at least I am trying to tell myself it isn't getting to me...
I found out that am I not comfortable being in public by myself again. That really bugs me cause I had worked really hard at going out by myself and doing the whole make eye contact with people, chatting people up thing and now I just want to get beck to being with familar people as soon as possible. I am such a hermit it isn't even funny. I am gonna have to make myself go out this weekend just so what little social skills I do have don't run away from me. Damn sadness.
You know how they always say that open doors are signs of new beginnings and stuff along those lines...I think that's full of shit really. Open doors under some circumstances are just creepy as fuck and allow things that shouldn't be inside in. I came home from work today to find my back door cracked out (as in it wasn't locked or shut). At first I brushed it off with no big deal cause I knew my sister had just gone to work a couple of hours before and I live in a VERY safe part of town. But then I got to thinking about it and realized that it freaked me out energetically speaking. (It's funny how being stuck in a room with two very good Christians all day makes my pagan nature stand up and start taking over my brain space.) Leaving your space open for anyone/thing to enter is just not a really smart idea.
Summary questions for the day:
*Thought?
A: Thank goddess for friends, family, fun and fucking...(not that I have the last but 3 out of 4 ain't bad!
)
*Emotion?
A: Content...nobody pissed me off and the day was pleasantly calm
*Food?
A: strangely enough a banana...I usually hate em, but it was rather tasty.
*Color?
A: aqua to go with my new necklace
*Superhero?
A: Catwoman...I know what you are thinking 'she's a villian, not a superhero'...it's all in your perspective....
*Song?
A: Swing Life Away - Rise Against there is just something about boys with guitars who can sing that gets me every time.
Two months and 10 days til my birthday...I think this year I am going to treat myself to a day at the spa! And the coolest thing is that I by that time I will have enough vacation days saved up to take that day and the next off and get paid for it! I fucking love CTO time. My job rocks for no other reason than I get to be paid to go on vacation! I am not letting it get to me how boring it is...or at least I am trying to tell myself it isn't getting to me...
I found out that am I not comfortable being in public by myself again. That really bugs me cause I had worked really hard at going out by myself and doing the whole make eye contact with people, chatting people up thing and now I just want to get beck to being with familar people as soon as possible. I am such a hermit it isn't even funny. I am gonna have to make myself go out this weekend just so what little social skills I do have don't run away from me. Damn sadness.
You know how they always say that open doors are signs of new beginnings and stuff along those lines...I think that's full of shit really. Open doors under some circumstances are just creepy as fuck and allow things that shouldn't be inside in. I came home from work today to find my back door cracked out (as in it wasn't locked or shut). At first I brushed it off with no big deal cause I knew my sister had just gone to work a couple of hours before and I live in a VERY safe part of town. But then I got to thinking about it and realized that it freaked me out energetically speaking. (It's funny how being stuck in a room with two very good Christians all day makes my pagan nature stand up and start taking over my brain space.) Leaving your space open for anyone/thing to enter is just not a really smart idea.
Summary questions for the day:
*Thought?
A: Thank goddess for friends, family, fun and fucking...(not that I have the last but 3 out of 4 ain't bad!
)
*Emotion?
A: Content...nobody pissed me off and the day was pleasantly calm
*Food?
A: strangely enough a banana...I usually hate em, but it was rather tasty.
*Color?
A: aqua to go with my new necklace
*Superhero?
A: Catwoman...I know what you are thinking 'she's a villian, not a superhero'...it's all in your perspective....
*Song?
A: Swing Life Away - Rise Against there is just something about boys with guitars who can sing that gets me every time.
tiberius:
Catwoman rides a fine line... Kinda like real cats. Sure they're frisky and loveable, but you know they're secretly trying to figure out how to use your credit cards to order a secret stash of catnip while your away. 