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In the last 3 days I have worked 26.5 hours. Which doesn't really seem like a lot until you figure in that I worked for 12 hours one of those days and that I really haven't had a job for 3 months or so now and am totally not used to working my butt off all the time. It will be wicked rewarding when I get my paycheck, but right now I feel like I am about to fall over.

I found out that the last boy I sort of dated is now dating one of his best friends and helping her raise her new born son. Which on one hand is wonderfu lcause he really is happy and that's what he wanted out of life that he and I would have never had together. On the other hand it make me all sad and stuff cause I don't have a boyfriend or a kid and it just hits a little too close to home. Plus the fact that it made me think about the fact that all the boys I have dated end up getting exactly what they want out of life right after they are finished dating me. I am going to take that as I am helping them to realize what it is that they want out of life and helping them on their way to becoming better human beings. But it still sucks that they get what I want. I am hoping that all the good karma that I am racking up with all this community service is going to get cashed in soon cause I am getting lonely and depressed again and that's really no good.

1) How old were you when you first had sex?
A: 16
2) What's your favorite sporting type activity?
A: it's a tossup between hiking, swimming, and bike riding.
3) what was the last movie that you saw?
A: X-Men
4) Do you play RPGs?
A: no I avoid them at all costs. Bad memories.
5) Are you ready for winter?
A: I think I am, but this will be the first year I am in hardcore winter for the whoel season so I am hoping all will be well. though I suppose I will just have to wait and see.