ravenstrider

Oh hello Internet,

It's been far too long since we've had a little heart to heart. I know you don't care. That's not the point. As i've said before, this is more of a rant to my future self, written word for archival purposes so that later on I can look back on this time and see just how much of a pathetic bundle of...
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Weeks have passed, and I think I'm finally past the angry stage. Melancholy has set in. It's the important realization that really, there is no such thing as a "big thing." It's all inconsequential in the end. Shit day, good day, who cares. Don't ask me how you stop caring - I think it just happens once you reach a certain point where you realize...
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And we're back. I'm appalled at how ridiculously pathetic my life is turning out. The highlight of this weekend is watching through all of season six and season seven of How I Met Your Mother. So I will concede, I miss my old life. I will also concede that I am now incredibly angry at how it got taken away. Some of you may have...
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Well hello there Friday. I see you're peaking out around the corner. It's nice to see you again. It seems just like yesterday we were last together, and here we are again. Isn't that lovely, time just flying by? I wozxcasdds.....*BEEP*. *ERROR*. * IDYLLIC BULLSHIT GENERATOR FAILURE*.

I'm terribly sorry about that. I try to take better care of it, I really do, but these...
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So, with all that out of the way, the question ever-present after major changes rears its ugly head: what next? I'm really not sure where to go to be honest. I find myself in a very strange place, emotionally. My trust and control issues feel as if they have been amplified, and I don't know what to do with that. Let them be? They are...
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