Today, as i sit back and take a drag off this sweet hash, I think of spring and its renewal. Life. Existence. I am anew, and I am becoming the woman i have always wanted to be. I am happy. I am the smooth gilded calla lily, I am the eye of the storm. Forever, I am content knowing this. I have my art, and my love. I still search for more, but i know that I am content in the here and now. Now for the snow to thaw.... 